Its me Ayai!! :)

Patient

2012-02-09T09:28:00.003-08:00

what's going on me right now??
seems like i'm being a crazy person..
i always a crazy person..
never doubt bout it...hahahhaa

it just..i had a feeling to someone..
really wanna be with him..
i wanna make a label between us...
i know label is kind of lame for him..
but i really want it...

maybe i need to cool down after all hell that he have been through...
but..i cant stop thinking bout him..
my heart is always waiting for him...
i really hope that he still remember me all time..
even he was tired busy or what ever things he did...

i know he miss me so much..
just like i miss him...
patient!! patient is all i need for him..
let him be first..
let he decide what he wanna do first...
job family or anything else...
kind of hope that he want me too...hehehehe

thats all!!!
miss u so much!!!

Patient

2012-02-09T09:27:00.000-08:00

Real Regrown and Restart

2012-02-07T08:36:00.000-08:00

Being 21 was so much faster than i though...
never doubt bout time...never getting late bout it...
21...what!!!! its like a crucial time for me to find someone...
to be cuddle...to be hug....
such a wonderful.....hahahaha but like always dear...dream on...

I had think a lot bout my self now days...
i dont think i'm gonna put myself under the curtain anymore..
hiding somewhere...now..
i think i wanna step up for a better reason and life...
i'm gonna do it step by step...

first!! of course i need to be more realistic..i mean in real life..
do i pretend to be somebody else...?? i dont think so..
but maybe some other silly person might think that..
so, its time for me to be real with everybody...
be who i'm suppose to be...
not only by my stupid crazy mouth bitchy word...
but i'm talking bout my self..
my appearance...
i want to clear up some closed minded people out there....
i am AYAI....i'm somebody now..
and they need to know who i am...really am..
by the way..i'm not saying i'm a good person...but u can say that...
not a really bad person...but sometimes bad..heheh

next!! i will be regrown up by myself..
sound ridiculous right?? but who cares...
i'm gonna take my time for myself to make up my mind...
to be who i'm suppose to be..
to be more mature than before..
or to be more crazy than before..
or to be natural in all way...
i dont know yet...hehehhee

and lastly....i need to restart my whole crazy life...
clarifying myself bout what happen now...
specifically bout my previous life..seriously guys..
my late life were really bad and shit....snapped me!!
hahahaha....i'm gonna think bout my future plan...
i mean bout my study..future job...i dont wanna be homeless guy...
or guy that pick up the trash or any kind of freak clown people doing circus...
i want to be an engineer...errrrr...i'll think bout that later...

thats all i need....the three R....Real, Regrown and Restart...
what ever happen before this..
i think i might pass all out..does not need to be remember anymore..
i had waste my 3 precious year...
now i'm gonna be new me...

Yeay!!!! Its me AYAI....new AYAI!! :)

The Truth

2012-02-06T11:43:00.000-08:00

In reality, we really does not care bout the truth of our own life...
Even we said we care. but we do not actually...
Matter of fact, knowing the truth is so much pain. and its keep coming even we did not ask it coming.

And now i'm talking bout myself out there...
did i survive? how does my life end up out there..
i really know bout that yet..
but i'm pretty sure its not that good..

just as i thought, my life is pretty messy..
with all kind of love-hate stuff...
its like creeping inside my head and did not want to come out..
its quite terrible for to handle up alone..

kind of hope that somebody would come out and do rescue me from the hill of dark..
that keep playing around in my head...
btw its pretty awesome to have somebody to love and be loved..
not that awesome to does not have either one..

but i'm sure everyone have somebody that he/she might love..except the family..
like myself..
i do have someone that i really do care..
unfortunately..the hole getting bigger and my love life getting deeper..
its turned me down...what can i get??
hurm....perfectly nothing..eventually maybe..

i know that he might miss me but not sure he was going to love just like i love him..
i might be blind by my pretty-love thingy....i cant see that love from him..
or i just hoping to much from him..
nowdays, he kind of getting rid of me..
or maybe i was over reacting bout this..

for sure i know he was and in kine of busy with all work and junk that he need to do for his future..
everyone busy in their own kind of way...i'm pretty sure that they still have time for little talk bout little2 something right?
why dont he have it for me? at least for 30 minute..or 10 minute or 5 second to say i love you...
does it hard to say that word?? or he afraid of saying at only mouth but does not care what does it mean..

thats all
bye!!

Day three: ten things you hate

2012-02-01T19:30:00.000-08:00

quite a long time x update blog kan...
sorry la..kind of busy lately..
layan kerenah orang and holiday...
btw sekarang ni kan cuti sem..haruslah bergumbira...

bout this post lak....
agak lame aku membiar kan 10 days ni kan....
now continue with day 3....

10 THINGS I HATE

1. Liars

i hate when people lie to my face coz i know what it feels like when people know if we lie.

2. Coward

I do hate coward!! really hate...what coward do??? nothing..the pretending to be some other person that they might think cover their truth......totally coward!!! For me, if u wanna show up yourself...then u need strength and will...u can't keep hiding under the hood.....being yourself is always good and better than being a coward!!!

3. Dependent.

Aku paling xsuke bile orang selalu bergantung kat orang lain....for example a friend...we know that a friend will help a friend in need...but if a friend keep depending on us wherever he/she wanna do...its crap and too much!! u need to know that everyone has their own limit in this kind of situation...

4. Ghost

Sape kat sini suke hantu?? cer citer sikit!! hahahah of cos semua takot hantu kan... :) hehehehe

5. Abandoned

Tak suke jadi org yang di tinggalkan...sedih sangat...

rasa diri ni sangat terok and loserrrr....

hurm....klo benda ni berlaku kt aku..

memang down la aku...lebih baik mati jer...

6. Poor

Aku benci bile aku miskin...x suke!!!!!

xde duit nak beli ape2...

nak makan pon susah..

nnti kene harap kt orang lain lak..

7. Lipas

Xsuke la lipas....dia kecik and bersayap....

and geli!!! hahahahah

8. Kotor

Xsuke klo orang wat kotor kat tempat aku or so what ever...

benci2...heheheheheheh :)

9. Selfish

Ni yang agak aku xsuke...selfish!!!!

aku gerenti semua orang x suke selfish....

sangat mementingkan diri sendiri....

argh!!! no komen...

10. Myself

Aku xtau lar kenapa..bukan nak menghina ciptaan Ilahi..

aku ni macam dilahirkan serba kekurangan....

till now aku xjumpe mane2 kelebihan aku...

pelik lar...kekadang aku frust ngan diri aku sendiri....

xtau nk luah kan kat siapa..

terpaksa la luahkan kat sini kan!!! :)

I Miss Him....

2011-12-10T17:08:00.000-08:00

This song is just for you!!!!

"Bound To You"

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I’ve opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young, I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I embrace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am bound to

Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all? Come this far just to fall?
Fall

I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
And finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am, ooh I am
I’m bound to you

This is HIM....

*sorry masok kan pic wan dlm blog...

Thrown out person

2011-12-10T01:39:00.000-08:00

Hi semua....
Seriously i'm kind of miss to post dalam blog aku yang dah berabuk nih...
Even though aku tau orang xkan nak bace blog aku ni...
Xkesah la kan...
This is what blog are meant bout....

thrown out......
kind of misery....
terpikir2 gak aku kenapa aku selalu jadi orang terbuang...
xkesah lar mane....
dalam study or ape2 kes pon...

nak kate aku ni banyak wat salah..
maybe...but xkan tu reason dia...
aku yakin aku ade wat salah sampai xde orang leh accept aku..
ntah la...
actually aku x kesah..
tpi biler dah dibuang banyak kali...
baru aku sedar...

i'm still an outsider even dah kenal lame...
aku x harap ape2 pon..
it just honesty....
aku nak tau kebenaran jer...

kalau aku ade wat salah.....
tell me...and i'll try to fix it..
even thought u guys might no i cant do that...
but at less let me try something...

season by season...aku rase cam aku makin jauh..
not to my family but my friend..
aku xtau lar nape...
once aku pergi kat one side nih....the other side mcm kutuk2 belakang..
aku xtau lar naper....
maybe kisah lampau aku kot...

come on lar..benda dah lame kot...
xperlu la nak ungkit....
lately i figured out how to fix myself and everything...
i need my friend to help me out..
but u never listen to me....
all u seeing is a jerk who are lazy high up to the hell hill....

but u know what....
people change.....even though u guys might thought that 'change' never can happen..
mase awal2 aku pelik lar...
tau2 dah de group...
aku cam jadi org gile xtau nk masok mane..
actually bukan nak masok mane sbb group dah penoh...
everything change like hell...

aku xleh nak kate ape2 coz tu sume hak masing2...
aku just nak tau what is my problem..
and somehow...
orang yang x slalo ngan aku lak lebih kenal aku dri org yg slalo ngn aku...
aq pon cam pelik..
but thank God la ade this bunch of people yang sanggop amik aku...
bersyukur sgt.....
and dyowg pon sgt paham....

aku x kesah nak dicampak keluar or di buang...
aku x desperate langsung!!!
aku leh bwk idop aku sendiri..
i really dont mind to eat alone..
to do anything alone as long as i'm happy....
unfortunately y special friend never believe bout being alone is something happy...
but i did... :)

so...as a conclusion...
hahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahha
i can do everything on my own!!!!!

thanks guys for reading this!!! :)

Kecoh kan bila nak raye....

2011-08-27T18:06:00.000-07:00

Of cos what the hell biler dapat tau anak buah kene demam campak..

kesian kat dia....dah la dia rindu kt aq *mati statement* .....

pastu bile dah kene demam campak...xde orang nak kawan ngan dia..

acik nangis je 24 jam.....merajok lar....

kesian aq tengok ko!!!!

sebelum aq tinggalkn ko kt umah....rupe ko sikit punye lawa..

sekarang....tengok tar..tar pon lagi lawa!! *ayyooo matik statement aq*

mau aq kene kejar ngan parang cakap camnih...

hahahhaa..mahu x mahu....raye kali ni kureng lar...

kalau ayu *anak buah aq yg dh x lawa* ni elok cepat...

insyaAllah dapat ler jenjalan....

mak dia punye lar wat plan malam raye nk gi karok 1 family...

*x termasok anak dan laki dia.....hahahhaha*

ofcos dengan adik beradik jer...hehhehee Madam dok umah je lar..

ye lar..nak gi malam kan...hehehe :)

xtau la jadi ke x plan nih!! ejejeje

kalao jadi..x sabar nak tengok aq beraksi...macam nih!!

kelas aq kan???? hahahhaaha

kalao akak aq...haish!! x leh cite....ko tgk je lar pic kt bawah nih!!

*mati lar...rupe akk aq jadik cam rosmah nih!!*

kelas tol akak aq!! mengalahkan DATIN kekelasan dia...

hehehehehe :) tu pon kalao jadi...

hehehehe kalao jadik memang nak karok puas2....

nk tunjuk kan aq nih sgt berbakat... *over ker?? x kan..*

no one can challenge me ocay!!! :)

kay lar...nak kemas rumah......

rumah dah berabuk....dah mcm rumah antoo..

x larat nak duduk!!! hehehehehe

terbogel rumah aq dari malam ke pagi sbb pangsir sume dh basuh...

tahun ni recycle sajok langsir2 lama!! :)

k lar..bye sumer!! :)

Raye Raye Raye....

2011-08-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

Hye sumer...aq pon xtau nak cakap camne!!!

hehehehe :)

best ke x ea raye nih???

hehehehehe bagi aq...best lar kot!!

mungkin lar....best biler adik beradik sumer ade!!!

kuih raye siap.....

makanan2 sumer siap!!! :)

heheheheh layan sajok!!! :)

Preparation untuk Rayer!!! :)

1. Bebaju raye..

kali ni banyak kot...actually x banyak sangat!! :)

ade lar 3 helai jer!!! :)

2. Kemas umah..

xde gambau pon....bahaye!! umah x lawa cam si Faiz...

hehehe..bse sajok!!! langsir dah cabut.....

hehehe :)

3. Kuih Ghayer....

dalam proses nak wat kuih raye!!!!

setakat ni biskut arab and biskut samprit...

biskut arab dah siap!!! :) heheheh

yang ni plak Madam Besar tengah wat kuih samprit!! :)

4. Duit ghayer...

duit ghaye sentiasa kene sedia kan...

tapi malang nyer bukan lar aq!! hahahaha

yang penting duit ghayer x yah nak over cam pict bawah nih!!!

Madam Besar suke over2...

sampai depan komputer pon nak susun!!!

fening paler weyh~~~ hehehehe

5. Diri sendiri..

ofcos lar...nak mintak maaf ngan semua orang!!

hehehe.....dah banyak aq wat salah ngan orang!!

nak x nak..kene lar maaf kan dan mintak maaf!!!

hehehe :)

ok bye!!!

3 days at Shah Alam 2....

2011-08-25T18:05:00.000-07:00

This is embarrassing...i'm such an idiot...based on the previous post..i should be at Melaka right now...unfortunately...after posting that post..i had taken a nap..i should be about 1 - 2 hours nap...suddenly my plan changed..i woke at 6 pm..that's mean that i cant go back to Melaka riding a skuter by night...such a terrible feeling bout that....and now the new title is just covered....

4 Days At Shah Alam....

Day 3 :

Continue with the previous...woke up at 6 pm...too late for going back to Melaka...decided to went home by tomorrow(today) morning..open fasting with a cup of water and became lazy to have real open fasting...got a message from friend to have a dinner with...after dinner...go karaoke with my love until 3 am...continue with next day...

Day 4 :

After karaoke and dating with my love..back home and go out for sahur with housemate(SUKUR) at Nasi Lemak CInta Sayang...had a cup of tea...then back home to clean up the room and prepare thing to bring back to Melaka...cant sleep until the moment i write this post!!! waiting for suitable time to go back home safely...see u guys at Melaka!! :)

Conclusion :

Dont make silly mistake like me...hehehe :) for guys that going back to kampong..drive carefully...remember our loved one!! :) hehehe selamat berhari raya!! :) bye~~

3 days at Shah Alam....

2011-08-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

Day 1 :

A long journey from melaka...arrive at Shah Alam in about 5.30 pm...its tiring but i need to keep on my journey. Arrive at empty home...hurm..too silent!!! like all people are dead..hehehe :) get ready for berbuka...outed to bazar and bought some food and drinks....

After open fasting(betol ker??), having fun with my ****r*e** at Bintang karaoke. such a beautiful voice of that person...hehehe...n then sleep at home as usual..... waiting for the next day...

Day 2 :

Such a hard day...all shit coming through like a heavy rain with storm...dealing with people that we dont like such a pain...keep giving me a hard time...my problem should be done by now but it was delayed to the next day...fucking bitch!!

To release all the pain, i went to my sister house to have a dinner (berbuka)...such a long journey with crazy cars and crazy drivers...thank god...with aid of an Ambulance...my way became easy to reach my sister's house! Amin... :) Berbuka with Nasi Ayam (home made) and Laichi Sejuk..hehehe :) absolutely delicious..marvelous! :)

After that, accompany her had her futsal's training at felda...at there, i played Uno with friends of her and Mel (a cute proud she-cat)...such a wonderful night..after training, having a sahur at Steven...we ate Chicken Chop and Cheese Naan...damn delicious!! had a talk at almost 3 hours....back home and sleep :)

Day 3 :

Lovely day...went back to place that i missed so much...settled all problem and then back to rent house...clean up the messed thing and waiting for time to move back home!! :) can wait to be at Melaka!! :)

Conclusion :

Such a bored tiring and happening day at Shah Alam even in doesnt sounded fun...hehe might be...but for me..it is wonderful! :) to all my fren...last note for u guys...

Selamat berpuasa (not late yet) and Selamat Hari Raye (too early) hehehe :)

Day two: ten things you love

2011-08-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

The mission is still continue~~ :) 2nd day!! :) lets have la look guys!! :) hehehe jgn rase annoying sudah kan... :)

1. LOVE MYSELF

2. LOVE MY FAMILY

Ni picture time rayer tahun lepas kot..hehe :) all blues~~~

3. LOVE MY LIFE

As a student now...its getting tough but i need to keep move on!! :) hehehe

4. LOVE MY ***F**E**

Yang ni x leh nak tulis lar kan... censored!! hehehe hanya orang tertentu jer leh!! :)

5. LOVE MUSIC

6. LOVE SAXOPHONE

so much fun with my saxophone!! :)

7. LOVE BEING ALONE

bile kite kesorangan....mudah untuk kite menenangkan fikiran..xde lar kusut!! :)

8. LOVE FOOD

food can trigger my temptation..its feel deep inside my heart and my STOMACH..

9. LOVE ART :)

10. LOVE BEING LOVED :p

Best sangat2 biler kite ni di sayang orang len...di cinta....di rindu...rasa diri ni dihargai seadanya..x kira buruk baik kita..yang penting ikhlas dalam perhubungan.....cinta bukan benda senang untuk kita hadapi...sekali kita bukak pintu hati untuk bercinta...susah untuk kita tutup semula.....sesungguhnya cinta ini juga buat kita terseksa.....bahagia.....marah....suka....menangis....gembira....sakit....pedih.....tapi....kita tetap ingin bercinta!! :)

thats al for 2nd day journey of LOVE... see u next time! :)

Day One : Ten Things Bout You

2011-08-21T17:34:00.000-07:00

1. Cam biasa...nama aq Azrai Zaiha Bin Mad Zin. And people call me Ayai :) hehehe banyak lagi nickname..but officially nickname ni la...

2. Aq baru berumur 20 tahun...tua ker?? sesuai x ngan muke aq??

3. Aq ni pelajar UiTM Shah Alam.... :) amik Degree....hehehe :)

4. Nama madam besar rumah Halimah Bintit Hassan..dia la orang paling aq sayang dlm dunia...luv u mom!!

5. Aq ade ramai kawan2.....especially dak2 UiTM~~ :)

my classmate :)

my banders!!

my bestfren niena~~ :)

6. Aq dok melaka...bandar bersejarah!!! katanye~~btw aq xtau sgt jalan melaka!! *harap je orang melaka tapi x tau jalan...hahaha

aq pon xtau benda ni kat mane...

7. Semperna no 7..aq nak gitau yang aq ade 7 orang adik-beradik~~ :) ramai x?? hehehe have a look of them...

8. Aq seorang yang pendiam..yeker?? tapi bile dah kenal tu..aq automatic jadi super peramah and pelawak gak..hehehe sikit2 lar kot~~ :)

9. Aq bukan lar budak yang sangat pandai but...aq jadi hope mak aq!! risau nyer.. :(

10. i'm Taurus!!! hehehe bangge tol lahir bulan APRIL~~ :)

hehehehe :) thats all~~ :) continue nanti eak!! :)

Shopping!!!! Oh my mom!!!

2011-08-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

its time to shopping setelah sekian lame aq x shopping..

kali ni membeli belah bersama Madam Besar!!!

hehehe :) pe lagik...

kad le yang melayang~~~

hahahaha :)

duit aq...terselamat dari malapetaka shopping!!

ini dia barang2 yang aq beli belah...

bebaju yang murah!!! :) hehehe ungu warna ape eak??

baju discount!! hehehe :) btw warna warni tu mksd pe eak??

new shoes!! serba lain dari lain~~ :)

baju melayu baru....hehehe egt nak beli AD tpi~~hehehe

itu dia pierre cardin!!!! :) hehehe

opps....ni pon termasok kay!! renoma~~ :)

thats all yang aq bli!!! total sumer agak mahal lar..

lebih dari RM 200...

memang menangis mak aq!!! hahaha

abih duit mak aq....hehehhe

thats all kawan2.....

korang biler lagik?? hehehe :)

bye!!!

10 Days

2011-08-18T20:18:00.000-07:00

di sebabkan aq dah busan tahap gaban....ari ni aq nak update blog aq sebanyak 3 kali...
hehehehehe....dah 2 kali!!
and ni kali ke-3....

aq terbukak blog membe aq...and terbace 1 post dia pasal 10 Days....
tertanya gak aq...perlu x aq wat....(10 minit kemudian)..aq pikir aq nak wat gak lar..
lagipon dia pon suggest aq wat!! :) so aq pon wat!! :)
ini dia list~~~

Day one: ten things about you
Day two: ten things you love
Day three: ten things you hate
Day four: ten things you want to say to one person
Day five: ten wishes
Day six: ten items you can’t live without
Day seven: ten important people
Day eight: ten of your favourite songs
Day nine: ten ways to win your heart
Day ten: ten final words

wish me luck with everything!! :)

Life Isn't Easy

2011-08-18T20:12:00.000-07:00

Bile tiap2 ari kene marah...

memang x besy lar kan....

kite buat macam2 tapi...

tetap kene marah...

pening pale aq!!!! hurm...

Memang nak jage ati....

aq engat benda2 yang aq wat sumer..

dapat lar memujuk ati..

tapi...bagi dia..semua tu x cukup memuaskan..

so....its not easy to take care of other's people heart...

even our own....

we always thought that..

life is always ended with beautiful things...

but unfortunately.....

not all will ended like that...

sometimes..its ended with sadness..

painful....and even worse!!!

so...just like i stated..

life isn't easy!!!

we need to struggle to get what we want..

but sometime...we can't always get what we want..

at a certain moment..we might need to let what we have....

hehehehhee

ntah ape lar aq melalut!!!!

yang penting!!! if there is a will...there is a way!!! hehehe

bye2 sumer~~ :)

Hahahahaha

2011-08-18T17:06:00.000-07:00

hye sumer!!!

serius wa rindu giler nak update blog!!!

pergh!! giler lame aq x update...

seriusly aq leh luper yg aq ade blog..

hahahha :)

xtau lar nak kate lawak ke hape kan...

btw skrg ni masok bulan pose!!!

so kene lar bawak munasabah diri...

hahaha perlu ker??? hihi jgn mrh yea~~~

seriusly aq rindu kt kengkawan aq di blog2 yg len..

mne eak dyowg!!!!!

there is nothing i can do bout it..

:) just smile...

sempena bulan pose nih!!!

aq nak wish selamat berpose to all my fren yang membaca blog aq yg x seberapa!!!

insyaAllah akan ku isi cerita2 menarik kt sni...

but maybe mostly bout me..

x minat lar nk letak citer2 lain kt sni!!!

hehehehehe

biaw lar org kate aq...ade org ckp...

klo blog tu kite wat cam diari..org x minat nk bce..

so what!!! ade aq kesah..

asal kan ade orng len nk bace......

:) tol x??

so!!! :)

hehehe..terus kan bersama ku!!!

bye2 kengkawan!!! pose jgn x pose!!

getting excited with twitter!!!

2011-04-16T13:50:00.000-07:00

aq de sorang kawan kat dalam twitter....
dia ni rajin tulis lagu..
just nice lar lagu dyer...
de yang sedap..
just like to hear it!!!
hehehehe...

kalao nak dengar tengok lar kt blog dyer!!!

http://thetruedisaster.blogspot.com

hehehehe selamat mendengar!!! :)

Blog Baru ku!!!

2011-04-07T22:05:00.000-07:00

ni link to my new blog...
blog ni sumer nyer video kay...
de lar tulis2 sikit..
aq nk luah kan secara video...
hehehe :)
sweet kan..hehehe :)
jgn x bukak n follow ea!! :)

ViDeo ku Blog Ku

bukak ea!!!!! :) hehehe
jgn luper komen..
leh wat improvisation...hehehe

tetibe blushing....

Akademi Fantasia...

2011-04-07T17:45:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lame a x follow akadem fantasia nih..

kali ni baru datang minat nak tengok..

aq menghabis kn mase pagi aq dengan tengok video Konsert Tirai AF9..

omg!!!! best gak lar suara2 dyowg..

leh thn lar...ade yang berpakej gak!!

ade yang comel....macho..lawa!!! hahahaha

aq suke sgt2 ea... :)

selamat menonton di youtube yerk!!! just search

AKADEMI FANTASIA 9 Konsert Tirai AF9

memang best gak lar..de yang bse jerk..

tpi yang superb tu memang superb tol!!

hhehehe

bye2...thumbs up to me...

Mentor 5 : Salma

2011-03-19T11:41:00.000-07:00

aq xtau nak cakap per sal pompan nih!!!
suara memang superb giler!!!!!
ni aq nak share video2 yg aq download...besy giler!!!

Anggapanmu (Ziana Zain)

Sangkar Cinta (Ziana Zain)

Listen (Beyonce)

so...pe komen korang???? hebat kan??

btw video listen nih mase kenduri kawin kot..

ntah lar..aq pon xtau...

tpi yg penting nyer...suara dyer memng superb!!

aq yakin dyer menang Mentor 5 nih....

go go go salma!!!

Mentor

2011-03-16T11:09:00.000-07:00

nak cer cikit....
sal sorang minah dalam mentor...
protege erra....
yang suara baboom tuh!!
tapi memang sore dyer baboom giler...
terbaik sial!!!!

ni nak tunjuk video kat korang sumer sebagai tatapan!!! hehehe

kalau korang tgk video nih kan...

si salmah ni de gaya cam ziana zain!!

adakah dyer nih pseudo ziana zain??

siap angkat2 kening lagi...

part last dlm video..pergh!! kelas kau maria!!!

terbaik giler part last tuh!!! best2...

mmuahx2 ko salmah......

ko bakal artis yg aq minat!!! :)

its morning!!

2011-03-10T16:56:00.000-08:00

OMG....dah pagi dah ker????
damn...malas nyer nak gi kelas pagi nih..
but its really important klas...
u know la......malam ni de test...
n test tu ala2 ketan ngan kelas pagi nih!!

damn hard...pening pale aq.....
kelas kul 9.30..
membe sowang ni x bangun2 lagik..
japgi kejot dyer lar kot....
dah ler mandi lame...
t mesti gi kelas lmbat nih..
but aq dh bse gi kelas lmbt ngan dyer..

lecturer pon x kesah sgt..
dyer ok jerk..
very sporty....love it!!!
banyak nak kene pikir pagi ni yerk..
nak balik umah lar....
btw tonite after test aq balik melaka..
yeah2....x sabar rase nyer..
:)

hehehehe....
ade kenduri arwah....
abg aq ckp sedekah lar 100....
aq mne le ade duit sebanyak tu..
unless kat mak aq ade lar...
sumer dwet jpa dah pegi kt mak aq...
aq ni tinggal sekangkang kera jerk..
nak makan pagi ni pon kene cucuk atm..
susah nyer idop aq..
hehehe

pagi ni..rase cam sakit pale semalam dh better..
but pagi tdi bangun...batok dyer..
YAYT.....sakit tekak doe...
kay lar...nak gi mandi!!!
gi kelas...yeah2!!! :)\

chill out~~

interview interview

2011-03-10T02:49:00.000-08:00

dah lame x tulis blog nih..hahhaa
sorry yer kawan2...
kali ni nak story cikit sal interview...

interview BEL.....tau x BEL tu per??
kalau x tau..wat2 tau je lar ea...

interview ni memng best giler....
ala..pepaham lar kan...
once dengar interview mesti sumer or nebes...
konpem nyer lar...
sgt2 stress..
ye lar...nak prepare lagik..
soalan2 dyer nk tnye lagik n more....

konpem lar kene study benda yg kite nk gi interview kan..
sumer benda lar....
dri yang general to specific...

but for this tyme...
interview yang aq adap ni memng best giler...
lecturer aq sangat2 best n sporting...
aq tau the real interviewer x lar cam nih kan..
but this is my 2nd experience...
so xder lar vooke sgt kan!!
just impress dengan pe yang aq dah wt...

actually aq x prepare lgsg interview nih..
aq hampir dtg lewat...
portfolio aq x bawak..
mc aq x bawak...
everything meesy up...
sgt serabut yerk!!!!

aq sampai jerk kt depan bilik dyer..
kecoh nk mati membe2 aq..
ye lar..sumer risau sal aq kan,....
thnks kawan2.....hehehe

tggu lar turn aq...klo korang nak tau..
turn aq turn last skali..
a bit nervous but still under controlled...
sumer kecoh aq x bawak portfolio la...
mcm2....yg best nyer..
siap dapat pujian lak tuh!!!!
de org cakap aq nmpk smart giler!!!
ofcos lar...aq ni x slalo pakai kemeja..
once pakai...ramai cair kot!!!! hahahhaa

biler samapi turn aq jerk...
OMG!! nebes......
masok2 jerk penoh ngan kesopanan dan kesusilaan...
biler start cakap...amboi!! joyah tol mulut aq...
even my engllish is not that good...
but i did it....hehehheeh
memng dok cerita sakan lar...
hentam segala2 nyer..

seriusly...pe yg aq cer sumer nmpk sgt real sbb x kekok!!
actually aq dha prepare sikit lar bout company yg aq nak interview nih..
just certain things jer aq x prepare...
lepas tu....explaination bout myself pon aq x wat...
dyer jer yg tanye...hehehehe

yg xleh bla nyer....siap hp aq bunyik mcg!
aq luper giler nak silent!!
omg..terang2 dyer ckp kene deduct mark nih..
aq cakap aq xper...my bad!!! hehehe
kesimpulan nyer...interview aq abih dengan penoh kegembiraan...

there is nothing to afraid of bout the interview..
once we'd prepared....nothing to be fear of..
we should be fearless n shameless to said bout anything that we knoe!!
sincerely!!!! be prepared ea...jgn jadik cam aq!!
hehehhe :)

chill out~~~

Twitter...

2011-02-22T15:54:00.000-08:00

nak jadik jakon kejap lar...

2 ari yg lepas lar kali pertama aq wat twitter...

hurm...ok lar...kind of fb..

but less information jerk..

tpi klo nk gossip cam menarik!!

hehehehe....still in learning lagik!!

so..sesaper yg dh pro twitter nih..

leh lar ajar kan... :)

luper nak habaq mai...

aq nyer twitter mrAyai...

jgn luper add kay!!!

luv u all~~~~

http://twitter.com/#!/mrAyai

aq de bagi link ni kay!!! :)

aq nyer follower x lar rmi...

dlm 20 org jer..

ok lar too~~~hahahhaa

bye2...nk ciap2 gi kelas...

Piece of arts!!!!

2011-02-20T14:48:00.000-08:00

nak show korang pe hasil kiteorang bergambar di tengah malam!!! :)

my name AYAI..... :)

amir writing LOVE... :)

amir drawing love.... :)

me drawing burger and fries McD... jadik x??

amir writing BAMET... ??? xtau pe tu BAMET....

i'm like having an aura!!!! :)

owh... amir too..... :))

amir releasing light :))

the guitar makes amir lighting... :))

my piece of gut job....making amir light clone~~ :)

my piece of gut....makes amir had a super power....

amir still have super power i'd gave....

amir's thunderbolt....for many times..i'd made it.. :)

guitar with soft electrify power..... :))

my crash hp~~~ :))

so pe komen korang??? ok x??? drawing using the light...

actually bnyk lagik gambar but this is the best!!! :))

sharp n more.... :)

nnti nak wat lagik lar ngn amir!!!

Special....

2011-02-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

Sumer orang dalam dunia ni mesti nak jadi sesuatu yang special.....

tol x??? please admit it kay.....

xkan ade orang yang x suke di anggap special.....

every single person.....

u know what....being part of something special.....

made us special......

(statement dri GLEE season 1)

aq x nak anggap diri aq ni special sangat.....

but orang len leh nampak sumer tuh.....

aq xtau nak tengok tang mane yang special nyer kat diri aq...

nak kate aq handsome....x de lar jugak...

comel??? of cos x.....

so mane yg special pon aq xtau nak cakap camne...

mak aq slalo cakap!!! aq ni yang paling pandai dalam family!!

betol ker?? ntah lar...

bout other people.....kekadang....lawan2 ni la yg wt kite special...

tol x???? kalao kite membe ngan geng2 hot!!!

of cos kite akan jadi hot gak kan!!!

but...bukn benda tu yg kite kejar dlm idop nih~~~~

tol x???

actually aq pon x paham pe yg aq cakap nih!!

hahahha...just wanna share my feeling towards this word!!!

SPECIAL~~~~~~

Awek....

2011-02-19T12:19:00.000-08:00

awek??? hahahaha lawak tol topik nih kan...
citer sal awek ni kan....
setakat ni aq de 2 awek..i mean bekas lar kan...

ntah lar.....ati memang nak kaple ngan pompan...
but...aq rase cam aq x ready lagik utk kaple...
xtau lar nak explain camne....but tu lar yang aq rase...
bagi aq...biler kaple nih.....
complicated things always happen to us....
no matter form of that....such....human form!!!
love form!!! of anything that can be sucks things....

awek!!!!! benda ni sangat complicated....
bagi aq...pompan ni sangat complicated...
its not that easy utk understand pe yang dyer nak!!!
kekadang banyak benda yg kite wat...
tpi dyowg x penah paham......

banyak benda yang kite sacrifice...
tpi dyer x penah appreciate.....
suke persoal kan banyak benda dlm hidup kite...
as a man....sometimes kite mengalah...actually not sometimes...
always mengalah!!!!
ramai org akn cakap...man yg slalo mengalah ni dipanggil tkot awek!!!
hurm....trime je lar kan....

but the truth is....a man like that nak jage hati awek dyer!!
just like me.....once aq kaple...
i'm always serius with that particular thing...
love with gurls is not something that we can play bout it...
unless that gurls cheat on us....
most of the guys feel that their gurl always do the right things...
such never tell a lies even once...have gut behavior and more...
but unfortunately!!!! they cheat on, have totally bad attitude...
sort of being a bitch!!! hahahha

just wanna tell u a story bout me...
1 gurl that i met in matrix....
she was pretty for me b4 this..hahahha
but now she's just like a bitch with no hope of living!!!
totally useless.....
during matrix....i love her like half dying...
totally in love with her....but then...
she was totally crap bitches womanimal in my life!!!
i hate her so much!!!! u know why??
because she cheat on me...a big fat liar...
she said that she used to be a single woman...
unfortunately....she had a couple b4 we known each other...

suck u gurl!! sejak dri tu..
aq rase cam....malas nak kaple....
klo nak kaple pon....becoming my future wife...
tu yang aq pikir sal pompan....
susah nak cari pompan yang totally virgin!!!
sorry to say lar....sgt sedih klo dengar cerita yg ramai pompan yang 'lost virgin'...
saper yang x sedih!! konpem lar family dyowg...
tau2 ko mengandung!!!
sedih bhai sedih!!!! x leh nak kate pe lagi lar...
bukan nak jatuh kn maruah pompan....
but that the fact!!!! for boys mesti tau lar kan...
so....cari dengan otak kay~~~

dah bnyk sgt pompan yan x virgin....
skola menengah dah men ngan jantan!!
pe benda kan....xleh lar...
susah idop sebagai laki!!!!
even bilangan pompan makin ramai....
itu x bermakna ramai yg suci!!!
aq bukan nak hina pompan...but that the truth lar!!!
sorry ea!!!!

dh lar....korang pon paham lar kan!!!!
aq x perlu nak ckp per2 lagik!!!
just wanna say~~~love with gurl is not something to be play off!!!
love with your heart!!! n not about sex!!!

:) bye sumer~~~

bebas!!!

2011-02-06T02:44:00.000-08:00

ni lar nak cakap sikit!!!!
pasal life aq.......'
life aq a bit normal....but more to abnormal lar...
abnormal is still normal right??? hahahhaha

aq malas nk cover lar.....sometmes bende tu memenat kn aq...
aq x kesah lar org nak ckp per!!!
aq bebas utk wat pe2 and tulis pe2 kt blog nih!!!

even kwn aq bace pon...lantak lah!!!
klo korg xnk kwn aq xper....
aq x kesah....ade org len yg leh trime aq!!!!
paham?????
bgus pon~~~~

so....jadi lar diri sndri....xyah hegeh2 ekot orang kay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lame~~~~man!!!!

2011-02-04T02:55:00.000-08:00

hahahha....so lame!!!!!
sangat2 lame aq x update blog!! serupe cam aq xder blog jerk...
wakakakka....
ntah lar...nowdays nih kureng cikit idea lar!!!
xtau naper......ok2....

aq nak citer cikit sal masalah yg aq adap sekarang!!!
its about a person......more specific...a man!!!
.......

sangat2 pelik!!!! 1st tyme aq rase susah gile nak luper kan orang!!!
iaitu DIA!!!! xtau lar naper....
before this ok jerk~~~xder mslh lgsg!!!
tpi skunk ni....sangat2 pressure kay!!!
almost everynight aq asyik mimpi kan dyer!!!
adakah aq suke kt dyer???/
adakah aq jatuh cinta kat dyer???
oh damn!!! aq xtau naper ngan aq nih~~~~

nak kate dalam dilema...leh jugak!!!\
mule2 kiteorang men mcg!!!! hurm...ok lar too...
hahhaha....not that fun but still ok!!!
pastuh.....jumpe lar kat club NEUTRAL!!!
1st tyme pegi ctu....18 TAHUN KEATAS YER!!!
so...aq jumpe lar kat ctu 4 da 1st time...
hurm....kind of happy!!!
leh lar jugak...gaye dyer pon....
sangat2 taste aq kan!! aq minat gaban kat dyer...
tpi aq controll lar....aq wt2 bse jerk!!
biler dh dlm club!!
pepaham je lar..clubbing!!! hehehehe...
joget2 bagai~~~sampai penat!!!

then aq gi lar kt tmpt duduk!!!
x sgke dyer lyn bek giler!!!! hurm...
aq pon suke lar kan....layan punyer layan!!!
fall pulak kt dyer....damn!!!!
abis club aq gi umah dyer!!!! lepak2 borak2....
n then esok dyer anta aq balik!!!!......

yang sedeyh nyer!!! tetibe dyer senyap!!!! padahal~~~
dyer yg beria-ria nk jumpe lar...haper lar...
aq x tau nk wt per....aq pon anta lar mcg berjela-jela....
n then aq tggu je lar dyer reply!!!
1 ari x reply..n then baru reply!!
dyer ckp dyer suka aq...but dyer de some1 special but not in2 r/ship yet...
aq pon.....malas lar nk layan!!!
sedeyh doe!!! mule2 ckp syg single lar...haper lar...

n then...buang macam tuh jerk!!!! damn giler kat dyer!!!
lagu tema aq kali ini alone by celine dion!!!
sedeyh giler aq!!!! :((
kay lar....bye!!!!!!!!!

Final Destination di Malaysia

2010-12-30T16:12:00.000-08:00

Cerita bermula apabila seorang pelajar universiti tempatan di MALAYSIA ingin memulakan perjalanan hidupnya untuk sem yang ke-4 di universitinya. Pelajar ini bernama AYAI (bukan nama sebenar) telah membeli tiket untuk pulang ke tempat dia belajar iaitu di UiTM SHAH ALAM. Ayai telah mendapat tiket bas pukul 3.30 ptg dari Melaka Sentral ke Shah Alam. Pada saat itu, dia telah ternampak satu pergaduhan kecil antara dua insan yang saling kenal-mengenali iaitu seorang yang bergelar bapa dan seorang yang bergelar anak. Motif pergaduhan adalah si bapa tidak membenarkan anaknya pergi meninggalkan dia keseorangan di Melaka. Lalu si bapa memarahi anaknya yang tidak mengambil kisah tentang riwayat hidup ayahnya yang tidak berpanjangan. Namun, walaupun dimarahi dengan teruk di khalayak ramai, si anak tetap berdegil untuk meneruskan niatnya meninggalkan bapanya begitu sahaja. Si anak terus berjalan dengan laju ke arah kaunter tiket bas Transnasional meninggalkan bapanya yang sedang menangis teresak-esak. Kejadian itu disaksikan oleh beratus orang di sana tidak kira bangsa melayu, china mahupun india. Namun pergaduhan itu terhenti pabila si ayah pulang ke rumah dengan penuh duka.

Masa terus berlalu dengan pantas. Tepat pukul 3.30 ptg, ayai terus bergerak menuju ke bas yang disediakan di tepi jalan itu. Ramai orang yang berpusu-pusu masuk kedalam bas dengan kasar tanpa memikirkan keadaan bas yang tidak terkawal oleh penumpangnya itu. Ayai terus beratur untuk masuk kedalam bas itu. Tatkala itu, dia perasan ada serpihan kertas melayang terus jatuh di kakinya. Ayai mengutip serpihan itu tanpa sebarang kata dan membelek kertas itu dengan telitinya. di kertas itu tertulisnya "KEMALANGAN BAS MEMBAWA KEMATIAN". Ayai mula rasa tidak sedap hati pabila terbaca petikan dari serpihan kertas itu. Tetapi, dia tetap bernekad untuk menaiki bas itu. sepanjang hentakkan kakinya didalam bas itu, dia merasakan ada sesuatu yang tidak kena dan pelik yang jarang dirasai olehnya ketika masok kedalam bas. Ayai terus mencari kedudukannya didalam bas itu. Dia mendapat kedudukan dibelakang sekali. Bersebelahannya terdapat seorang lelaki iaitu rakannya di universiti.

Dalam kadar masa 15 minit, bas yang dinaiki ayai mulakan perjalanannya. Bas itu bergerak dengan lancar sepanjang perjalanan keluar ke lebuhraya melaka. Ayai memasang handsfreenya untuk melayan lagu yang terdapat didalam telefon bimbitnya itu. Sedang enak dibuai mimpi, ayai tersedar kerana pemandu bas telah menekan brek secara tiba-tiba. Tatkala itu, ayai ternampak serpihan kertas yang dibacanya itu melayang di luar tingkap bas dan terus melekat di tingkap bas bertentang dengannya. kertas itu menunjukkan petikan yang sama ketika berada di melaka sentral. Ayai mula rasa gelisah dan tidak senang duduk. Dia memberitahu akan hal ini kepada kawannya, tetapi kawannya itu tidak sesekali percaya kata-katanya malah digelakkan pula.

Tanpa mereka sedar, bas itu sekali lagi brek secara mengejut dan menyebabkan seorang pakcik tua bersebelahan kami tercampak kehadapan. Kepala pakcik itu terhentak pada bucu kerusi dan kedua-dua belah tangannya itu patah teruk. Saat itu, ayai ternampak lori balak yang membawa muatan lebih berada di depan bas yang menyebabkan bas yang mereka naiki itu terbalik. Kesemua penumpang tercampak kesana kesini. Terdengar jeritan-jeritan ketakutan, kesedihan, bunyi-bunyi tulang yang patah dan cermin-cermin yang pecah. Ayai dan rakannya itu sempat bersembunyi dibawah kerusi yang mereka duduk tadi. mereka ternampak percikan-percikan darah yang menggelikan, orang2 bertembangan saat bas itu terbalik sejauh 200meter. Setelah bas itu berhenti bergolek, ayai dan rakannya bangun dari bawah kerusi itu dan ternampak lori balak tdi itu terseret dan terus menghentam mereka.

Tiba-tiba......... bersambung

Nyanyi nyanyok!!!

2010-12-29T20:51:00.000-08:00

oh my oh my!!! aq dah busan kat umah...cerita bermula camnih!!!!! semalam tepat kul 4.30 pgi aq bawu nak tdow selepas berasap lar kan!! cam bse lar....menyembur perfume terbaik yg aq beli dari LONDON....london lar sangat kn!!! hehehe...lepas tu aq pon tdow!!! cam bse lar!!! mak aq kejut kol 7 pgi!! keji tol bgun pagi mak kejut!! manje gitewww~~aawww!!! hahahaha.....bangun2 cam bse lar...menunaikan benda yang penting dlm idop!!! mak aq kate ape2 pon solat jgn tinggal!!!! hehehe kekadang lompong2 gak kan..bse lar...remaja!!!

n then....mak aq start membebel!!!! kipas x tutup lar....pc x tutup lar...pintu x kunci!!! OMG...seriusly aq terperanjat biler dpt tau pintu x tkunci!! cuak giler aq!!!! huhuhuhu....ntah lar..klo ekot nyer...aq rase aq dah kunci...aq stiil bengong sampai skunk!!! celah mne lak aq leh luper aq x kunci pintu!! atoyai....xper2...pengalaman mengajar kite erti kehidupan!!! hahaha...dah macam DC. FADHILAH KAMSAH lak.....tapi aq DC. AYAILAH SEMKAH!!! hahahah...kay2....sambung blik!!!! aq pon lepak2....ops...luper lak!! basuh pinggan and mangkuk kt dapur!!!!

yang best nyer kiteorang(aq and mak aq) gi breakfast kt kedai CIK MELAH.....giteww nme dyer!!! dah cam celah dah!! hahaha.....sedap woooo nasi lemak dyer!!! i mean real nsi lemak..not that 'nasi lemak'...hrp2 pembace sumer x pkir -ve ea....heheheh!!! tyme tengah mkn tu leh lak mak aq membebel kat aq!! aq cam bse lar...mendengar dengan teliti!!! hahaha.....dah abih mkn terus blik umah!!!!

sampai umah....mak aq dengan bangga dan gah nyer...menyuruh aq kemas umah!! sapu rumah...lap rumah!!! kemas baju!!!! basuh depan rumah!!! OMG!!!! aq dh ler tdow x cukup!! ADAKAH AQ MAMPU??? aq mampo lar!!! dengan happy nyer mak aq gerak ke sekolah!! ado kojor!!!!...hahahaha....aq pon memulakan dengan mengemas dlm umah lu!!! sapu2.....and then basuh kt luar rumah....aq ni dah jadik cm CINDERELLA la plak!!!! AYAILELA....hahahah comel giteww nme!!!!......

lepas siap jerk sumer kejer!!! aq teros meng-on pc dan connect trus internet!!! dan mule membuka fb!!! hehe..cm bse lar!! CITYVILE tersayg kene settle kn dulu!!! dah siap..aq mule busan!! so aq play lar lagu kt hp aq nih sambil search lyrik kt google!!!! dah jumpe lirik!! pelagik....nyanyi lar aq!!! berkaroke kt umah~~lagi best!!! hahahah.... :)) korang mampo ker??? hahahha...tengah sedap2 melalak..tetibe jerk aq dengar de bunyik something yang very brittle jatuh!!! OMG....apakah itu??? tengok2....pinggan jatuh!!!! pastu aq pasan ade sekor kucing nih lari dengan laju nyer!!! peeehhhhh!! aq nek hangin!!!!

dengan pantas aq kejar kucing tu and tngkp!!! dengan kehebatan aq!!!! YEAH!!! dpt tgkp.....aq pe lagi....settlekn lar kucing tu!!!! ko nk tau x kucing tu buat per....dyer cakau muke aq!!!! urgh aq lagi marah!!! aq gi luar umah.,...aq campak kucing tu jauh3......btw jgn tiru gaya aq yg merbahaya ni!!!! hehehe.,...kesan cakar tu x de rase pon...so aq g la tgk cermin!!! wah..de drh!!! aq pe gi...basuh lar muker aq bgi hilang darah!!!! lepas beberapa saat....in a bout 5 second kot!!! tetibe aq rase pedih giler nak mati smpi pengsan and ~~termuntah2~~ smbil ~~bergolek2~~ di atas lantai......OMG!!!! benda pling pedih penah aq rase.....luke sikit tpi pedih nyer!! nak mati!!!!! hahahaha

aq pon dah nyanyok!!! leh lak luper cakau kucing sangat pedih!!! bertambah nyanyuk biler aq buat air campur ngn garam!!!!! abih masin air aq!! nsib bek mak aq xder!!!! bekas guler ngn garam nk kt sme jerk!!!! pressure aq camnih!!! nak blik shah alam cepat!!!!!! x nak sakit2 kene ngn kucing tu lagik!!! aq rase kucing tu mesti dendam ngn aq!!! abih lar nnti dyer msok mimpi aq!!!! damn it......xper2!!! siap ko kucing!!! aq jadik superman dlm mimpi aq klo ko masok!!! hahaha....kay lar!!! bye2....

Gossip...

2010-12-28T02:15:00.000-08:00

hurm...cakap sal gossip ni kn....banyak tol lar gossip yang kuar kt melodi tuh!!! aq x paham tol org malaysia nih!!! sebok jage tepi kain orang!! kain ko pon x terjaga...sebok nak jage kain orang!! dont be such a foolish lar!!! come on lar orang malaysia!! kite satu malaysia kot!!!! motif sangat kan.....giteeew~~~

bawu tadi aq tgk melodi.....de sorang artis nih!!! dyer de wt private pix..pepaham lar kan!!!! private mean sexy lar!!! dah tau benda tu private...xyah lar nak heboh2kan....ko ni xpaham bahase ker??? kot ye pon keje wartawan...tapi pikir lar elok2 cikit!!! jangan nk buat sesuka hati jerk!!!

wah wah wah!!!! aq dah macam reporter terbaik lak ea....mak ngah tol aq nih!! opss!!! bukan slalo bergossip!!! hehehe...macam2 hal tol lar!!!! nak gossip gi??? ok2...kite gossip sal orang2 di sekeliling aq!! hurm...aq x leh bla tol klo orang tu poyo giler babi and badjet dyer lar orang pling hebat dalam dunia!! dyer egt sumer orang nk kene dengar cakap dyer!! weyh!! sedar lar diri tu sikit!! poyo lar weyh!!!! aq bukn nak tuduh ko!! tapi masalah nyer aq memang tau ko saper!! ko bukan nyer orang kelas atsasn pon!!! sedar diri sikit!!! apek pencacai angkat taik tu lagi better!!! bodoh tol~~~

ni yang nak kecoh2....kenalan kat tag!!! hahaha....poyo giler ea...biler aq tnye adakah dyer *a*....xnak ngaku!! dyer ckp dyer fuck budak2 *a*.....aq xleh trime kenyataan nih!!! even aq nih camnih!! aq terime sumer jenis orang dalam dunia nih even aq still not 100% expose ngn org luar!!! at last biler aq kaji2...huh!! bawu aq tau yang ko nih 100% budak *a*!!!! x sangke eak!!! fuck2 tapi ko layan jugak!!! bodoh tol~~tu di panggil orang bodoh badjet pandai!!!! bak kate pepatah...sepandai2 puki di jolok..akhirnyer pancut juga mani ke dalam....gitew~~~!! haha..opss...sorry ea terlucah cikit!!! hahahha :))

kay lar...smoga ko happy ngn life ko tuh!!! kim slm bf ko lar ea!! hahaha :))

My 14 Minutes Survey

2010-12-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

huh!!!!! dah post...tetibe dapat arahan nak kene post!! actually its not an order but something that compulsary!!! hahaha....
ok ini dyer~~~aq start timing ea.....1...2....3 click!!!

Instruction : Once you are tagged, answer all the questions honestly. No lying or cheating.

Person who tagged : my fren!!!! tika@span
Starting time : 12.06 a.m

Name : ayai
Full name : azrai zaiha bin mad zin
Sibling(s) : 7
Eye colour : coklat
Shoe size :7/8
Hair : brownish gold..but now darky....
Height : x ler tinggi sangat...ectually x egt...hahah
What are you wearing right now : baju ntv7~~~
Where do you live : dahulu kini dan selamanya...Melaka
Favourite number : 1,2 and 4...
Favourite drink : hehehe....air ehem!!! hahah
Favourite month : ofcourse april!!!
Favourite breakfast : anything as long as kenyang!!!

******-Have you ever-******
Broken a bone : xleh patah..setakat retak delar....
Been in a police car : konpem lar x..gile ko!!!
Fallen for a friend : 24 jam...
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : jgn cakap lar....huhu
Swam in the ocean : yeah2.....dah lame gak x gi swimming!!!
Fallen asleep in school : xterkira....
Broken someone's heart : hurm..maybe!!! opss....penah la...
Cried when someone died : yup2.....when my father passed away!!!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : penah tpi not that bad!!!
Saved e-mails : totally deleted
Been cheated on : agak2 lar weyh..penah kot..

******-What-******
Your room looks like : bilik yang dah jadi stor....
What is right beside you : my mom yang tengah wt jadual skola...
What is the last thing you ate : satay...

******-Ever Had-******
Chicken pox : ade tpi sgt cikit...
Sore throat : ade lar kot...
Stitches : nop....hygenic..
Broken nose : stupid i am...x la...

******-Do You-******
Believe in love at first sight : tengok lar...
Like picnics? : yeah2.....

******-Who-******
Who did you last yell at? : hurm.....x egt lak aq!!
Who was the last person you danced with? : dance??? hahaha....xtau lar...
Who last made you smile? : my mom!! bawu jer tadi..

******-Final Questions-******
What are you listening to right now? : laksamana doremi...
What did you do today? : men cityville!!!
Are you the oldest? : nop...
Indoors or outdoors? : huh~~~~nta lar...

******-Today did you-******

Talk to someone you like? : not talk but texting...
Kiss anyone? : no..
Sing? : yes..kt dlm bilik sowg2...
Talk to an ex? : no.
Miss someone ? : ehem lar.....
Eat? : dah makan dah...

******-Last person who-******
You talked to on the phone? : ntah lar...blurred..
Made you cry? : family...
Went to the movies with? : nabil and yana!!! the social network...
You went to the mall with? : nabil....
Who cheered you up? : dalam cuti ni....kawan2 ku.....

******-Have you-******
Been to Mexico? : no.
Been to USA? : no.

xperlu kot tanye soklan nih!!! huh~~~

******-Random-******
Have a crush on someone? : yup2.....
What books are you reading right now? : not reading yet....
Best feeling in the world? : ntah lar...hahaha
Future kids name? : azril haiqal.....hehehe and azreena nabila...
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : hurm...nop!! dah lame dah...
What's under your bed? : i have no bed.....
Favourite sport(s) : hockey..tennis and more~~
Favourite place : shah alam!!!
Who do you really hate? : the ones who make me hate it!!!
Do you have a job? : yes...study!!!
What time is it now? : 12.20 a.m

p/s : With however long it took you to complete this, post as "My _____ Minutes Survey" and tag 15 people

saper eak???? ungku, nina, aimi, azem, cuna, kerol wan, and len!!!

aq x egtlak saper yg follow aq..hahaha

giler nyer aq!!!!

2010-12-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

huish2.......ghisau melanda kat hati!!!! paham2 jelar kan...dah nka masok belaja balik nih.....dengan result yang terok!!! aq kene la ubah gaye idop...eh silap!!! gaye study lar!!!! hahaha...gaye idop xnak lar ubah sangat!! just betol kn pe yang x elok!!!! i need to focus more on my study lar!!! everything getting worst since 2nd sem.....damn it!!!! sekarang ni banyak tol benda aq nak kene pikir!!! nak kene settle kn hal kolej!! settle kn hal jadual....settle kn hal study and settlekn hal tempat tinggal aq yang sebenar!!! aq kelam kabut tol lar skunk!!!

xtau lar nak gerak s.alam awal ke x....nak jumpe kp lar...nak wat jadual lar...nk jumpe en. azmi lak....atoyai!!! banyak sgt kejer nih!!! luper lak..nak kene cek gigi....nak bersih kan cikit...maklumat lar!! anak jantan!! malas cikit nak gosok gigi!! tpi aq tetap nak makesure gigi aq bersih!!!!! untuk mase depan yang cerah!! aq kene bergiat dengan lebyh bersungguh2..hahahha....giler skema ayat aq!! cam kimak jerk!!! alololo... :)

xdapat lar ber-fb slalo sgt!!! kene timing elok2 lar kan!!! pade membe2 yang aq rindui!! x sabar nk jumpe korang!!! especially tika span, ungku, cuna and many more!!! sorry to others yg aq x sebut!! pengsan aq tulis bnyk2 nih!!!! hahaha....xsabar lar nk jumpe korang!! jumpe kjorang jer aq terus pelok cium gigit!!! hahaha mcam3 aq nak buat!!! amboi amboi amboi!!! ops...ter-azwan ali lak~~~hahaha ok2..sekali lagi!! amboi amboi amboi~~~hahaha...kan comey gitew!!!!

tulis punyer tulis tau2 dah panjang berjela!! ADOR AQ KESAH??? aq nak bgi reader bernanah bijik mate bace post aq!!! btwe aq xperlu nk risau sangt lar!!! x ramai pon view blog aq ni!!! gundik2 dah agak rmi lar...tpi viewer....alololo....seceput!!! tular kan...duit seceput makan sebekut muke berkedut...taik berlumut!!! hahaha.....

suka suki tol aq menulis nih!!! for enjoy kan!!! pelagi nak....xkn nak kene damn 24 jam!!! skali skala kite enjoy cikit!!! klo aq bukn skali sekala...berkala kala aq enjoy!! dari pagi smpi petang!! ops....silap lar..dri tengahari smpai pgi2 bute....hehehe...pagi x bangun der!! mengamuk mak aq!! huru hara dunia pagi aq kt umah!!! nsi bbek dok kolej!! hahaha....tpi jgn rsau!! wktu cuti jer bgun lmbt!! klo bukn cuti awl tau~~~

semangat study kate nyer!!! wakakakaka~~~dah lar...penat menaip!!!! aq pon xtau pe aq taip!! busan la kot!!! hahaha kene gak menaip kan!!!! udah lar!!! malas nak melalut!!! kay lar kawan2....bye2~~~

Tag Tag Tag Tag...tag je lar kojer~~~

2010-12-18T20:44:00.000-08:00

hahahhaa,,,,,,hari ni baru dapat on9!!!
tgk ler chatting box kt tepi blog tu~~~

ade le komen si budak berbadan kecil lagi lemah~~~~
TAG!!!! hahaha,,,,,,

ok2....aq buat lar tag nih~~~~huhu

Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup anda?

hurm.....apo eak??? mungkin dwet~~~~xder dwet nak gi toilet public pon x dapat!~!!!!

Benda terakhir yang korang beli pakai duit sendiri?

Ayaq tea chrisenthamum!!!! sedap giler air tuh~~~n luper lak...topup!!! huuhu

Di mana tempat korang nak melangsungkan perkahwinan & apa tema perkahwinan korang?

hurm.....yang ni xleh nk habaq mai apa2 lae.......setakat tema tu leh lar gi tau!!!!

tema yang menarik minat adalah blue seas~~~huhuhu

Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

hurm.....not 100% commit lar~~~~hehehe malas nak pikir lagik~!!!!

Berapa lama lagi korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

setakat nih...no answer yet!!! but for future!!! absolutely till my last breath!!!

Novel/buku/majalah yang terakhir korang beli?

apo eak???? ohhh.....mastika and kreko!!!! btw dua2 buku ni ilang....xtau gi mane ntah!!! :((

Antara mak ayah korang, mana korang lebih mesra?

nothing to say bout this!!!! ofcourse my mom!!!! my beloved mom!!!!!

Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpa dalam hidup korang.

hahahaha.....leh lak tnye benda nih!!! ofcourse my future wife~~~huhu

Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

aq x nak cam puan nina!!!! kt kolej jer bsuh sndri!! kt umah mesti bukn dyer yg bsuh!!!

aq basuh sndri wlopon kt umah!!! hahaha

Di manakah tempat yang korang btol2 nak pergi?

kubur!!!!!! tempat ayah aq di kebumikan..... Al-fatihah~~~

Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

i had a kiss and a hug before differently by time!!!! so can i have both at the same time??? haha

Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag anda.

sotong(mcm chibi)

pendek!!

lombek~~~

nina~~~huhuhuhuhuhu

Benda yang paling korang sayang dalam hidup korang?

ofcourse my fren!!!!! sorry no pix for this!!!

pets all the tyme!!!!!

and luper lak!!!! mesti lar diri sendiri!!!

5 lagu yang korang suka & selalu dengar.

Leona Lewis - Broken

DCI Blast - Malaguena

Sabhi Saddi - Nadiku

Adam Lambert - Pick You Up

Black & MUH - Drama King

5 blogger yang dipertanggungjawabkan untuk jawab tag ini.

Ungku Taro

Tika Span

Cuna Cuni

Kerol Wan

Aimi Aimo

akhirnye!!! selesai gak koje aq!!!!

hahha

sepi

2010-12-09T05:34:00.000-08:00

setelah sekian lame aq menyepi!!!
ku sedar...
berjuta perkara perlu ke selesai kan...
untuk memenuhi....
segala permintaan di langit dan di bumi ini...

oh ayai.....
bangkit lah kau dari tidur mati mu itu!!!
sedar lah kau....
akan dunia yang memerlukan setiap tenaga..
dari jari hingga ke kaki....

ceeeeehhhh~~~~berpuitis lak aq nih!!!
tpi leh tahan gak r sajak aq nih kan...
hahaha....
ntah lar.....seriusly dah lame gak aa aq x meng-update kan blog aq nih...

xtau lar de yang tunggu ke x.....
senyap jerk kan....so x der lar yang harap kn aq update blog..
walau pe2 pon..aq tetap nak update....

utk sekian lame menyepi!!!!!
banyak giler idea aq nak kupas kat cni...
tpi cam panjang lak nanti!!!
so better aq melalut jerk!!! hahaha....

cakap sal sepi ni kan!!!!

tetibe teringat aq citer sepi!!! arahan AFLIN SHAUKI....

betul ker ejaan tu?? x kesah lar...

pergh!!! citer sedeyh giler kot!!!

dari matrix sampai ke uitm...

aq tengok sampai menangis!!!!

sedeyh syal...aq memang x leh nak kate pe lagi lar!!!

tergugat kejantanan aq!!! huhuhu....

walaupe2 pon..aq harap aflin dapat lar kuar kn citer cam tu lagik...

jangan lar wat citer pelik2...

mcm......ngangkung lar!!!! HANTU KAK LIMAH BALIK RUMAH lar....hahaha

xleh bla tol!!!! dah le nme mak aq HALIMAH....

memang hantu lar mak aq jadik lepas nih~~~

sebelom ni HALIMAH JONGANG!!!

hahaha..sengal tol!!! dunia dunia~~

macam2 hal betol!!!
kay lar....penat lar menaip nih!!!

nak wt bende len lak!!!

bye~~~~mmuahx!!!!

on9.......

2010-11-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

best nyer!!!! kali kedua aq on9!!!
sangat tenang!!!! nsib bek cc depan umah bukak!!!
hahahaha....xder lar busan sangat!!!
tpi yang x leh bla...
budak2 kecik memekak cam sial..
nk men CS tu xyah nak bising sangat!!!!
mencarut melampau-lampau..
kalah aq mse kecik!!!!

terok tol dak skunk!!!!!
kat cc nih leh thnk laju lar..
tpi dyer nyer keyboard cam kimak!!!
haram tol!!! sakit tangan aq nak menekan nyer!!!
kimak tol!!!! sabau je lar aq nih....

dengan de org perasa sedap nyanyi lagu!!!
hawao tol!!!! sore x sedap nak memekak dlm blik ni.....
urgh!!!!! memekak tol betina sorang nih!!!!
kalah si sundal belakang umah tuh!!! hahahaha

dah r.....mls nk tulis....penat menaip nih!!!! nek putus jari aq....
aq nak idop lme...so kene lar bla awl....
dah penat taip!!!!
bye2~~~

p/s: tulisan berwarna tu carutan yang bse aq gune!!! hahahaha

internet!!!

2010-11-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

internet...internet!!!! ko suke wat hal ngan aq kan...
kimak tol!!! pe masalah ko!!
aq nk on9 pon xpat lar....nyusah kn aq...
nk on9 pon kene kuar rumah!!!
better ko lar kuar rumah!!!!!

geram tol aq....dah 2 hari aq x on9....bukn fb sahajo..
tpi aper2 lar.....penting tau!!!
mne tau...de orang crik aq....
aq kan model@artis tempatan yang hot!!
hot ker?? huhuhuu

ni pon on9 kt cc.....huh!!!!!
eh luper lak!! sbgi orang islam!!! nak wish lar!!

CAMAR ARI GHAYER AIDIL ADHA!!!!!

yeah2....ari ni bgun sangat awl!!!! yelar..nak gi solat kan....
btw....mak aq masak ketupat, kari ayam and sambal udang jer!!
sangat simple...malas nk over2.....
sambut rilex2 sudah kan~~ni over2 semacam!!!

lagipon cuti ghayer ni x lme...
de yg dpt 1 hari jer....de yang x cuti langsung!!!
so xder mkne nyer nak smbut melampau.....
btw ari ni...ari yang pling malas buat family aq...
xtau naper....slow jerk!!! sumer cam malas....

dengan2 mak aq skali malas.....suram giler rumah!!!
yelar...ari ni dok ujan x benti2....
nek banjir umah aq!!! PROPAGANDA!!!
hahahhaa.....tpi pe2 pon....aq tetap tenang yerk!!!

jumaat ni nak blik s.alam blik!! de funtion penting!!!!
so....jumpe lar ea saper2 yg de kat s.alam tuh!!!
kay lar...nk off9!!
bye!!!!!!!!!

waterfall!!!!

2010-11-15T00:12:00.000-08:00

semalam aq pegi waterfall!!!! kat ulu yam...
memng best lar....aq gi ngan akk aq wif member dyer,...

ckp sal waterfall nih kan...
memg lar waterfall..mslh skunk....
water pon fall gak...mesti x paham....
hujan lar....pergh!! nak gi sane ujan,...
dah smpi x ujan lak...
biler dah abih mndi..nk makan....
tetibe ujan lebat giler...

pergh aq nyer x tahan sejuk...dah le tuala xder..
berkain pelekat jer aq kot!!!
hahahha....dah cam org endon jerk!!!

seriusly memng best lar kiteorng mandi...
even simple tpi bermkne...
blik jer aq dh pening pale....
atoyai!!! rase nak demm smlm....
tpi nsib bek immune aq kuat and strong GITEEWWW.....
hahahha....so elok lar aq ari ni....

skunk ni aq tgh berkemas nak pulang ke melaka!!!
home sweet home.....xsabar nak blik melaka!! yeah2!!!!
ok lar...bye!!!!

LUMUT pon LUMUT lar....

2010-11-13T21:14:00.000-08:00

hahahaha......saje2 nak story sal semalam...
memang best giler lar...
walaopon pressure gak!!!! hahahaha

just nak story....semalam aq ekot akak aq pegi LUMUT...
actually plan dyowh nak gi KUALA SELANGOR jer....
tpi tetibe tukar plan gi LUMUT..
ntah ape ler dm otak dyowg kan...
aq pon melayan je lar.....

sepanjang perjalanan...aq layan movie kat lappy jerk..
xtau nk buat per...nak borak xder idea...
bek aq layan movie sowg2....baru best!!!
perjalanan mengambil mse dlm 2 jam kot....
from s.alam...kitowg lalu klang....

abg ipar aq ckp dekat lalu cni....
dalm 2 jam tu sampai lar lumut....
aq pe lagi...excited tahap gaban lar...
dah lme kot x gi sini...
hahaha...dulu gi pon sbb nk gi PULAU PANGKOR...
dah lme gak x gi sane...

so kiteorang pon pusing2 ler kat tmpt tu that we called JETI......
layan sahajo....dah pusing3....makan....n kiteorang balik....
on the way nak blik tu kiteorang pegi TELUK BATIK....
mandi manda dulu kat pantai..
leh thn lar bersih,,,,,hahahha....
yg xleh bla tu.....annoying giler aq tgk kaple ni dok berkepit dlm laut..
konpem tgn merayap....hahaha

abih mandi manda kiteorng poon terus blik.....
ontheway balik(2nd time)..kiteorang singgah SABAK BERNAM makan...
xde bnde pon yg best kt ctu...
just sggh makan jer...
hehehhee.....:))

n then baru blik.....kiteorg smpi umah dlm kul 12.30 kot...
sampai2 kuar kn brg...aq dengan ngantok...
bateri hp kong!!! pening pale aq...
charger lak luper nk bwk....
memng bgus lar...egt nk on9 jap...
tpi dah ngntok gaban....aq terus tdow ngn kain pelekat....
hahahha memng x lar.....

bgun pagi ari ni.....mandi2...ikot akak aq gi breakfast...
mkn kt BARRA sec7.....busan doe mkn situ...
lepas makan akk aq bagi dwet utk tukar tayar moto...
tayar moto aq dah pancit habih....bukn pancit tpi bocor..
klo bawak konpem ko berjoget atas moto...
hahahha......

lepas tukar aq pon blik bilik.....
basuh baju cikit..esok nk blik melaka!!! x sabar!!! excited lebyh!!!
hehehehe...
kay lar...nak ciap2...gi eot ain mandi kat water fall!!!!
waterfall mne pon aq xtau..
ekot sahajo!!!
bye!!!!

mmuahx!!!:))

frust....

2010-11-12T00:35:00.000-08:00

hurm....frust giler.....
walaupon maghah....tapi nak wat cane kan...
aq xleh nk control dyer....

actually aq nak cter sal recent post aq tdi...
sptotnyer aq gi umah tika...
but suddenly plan tukar....tika nak kuar ngn family dyer...
aq badjet nk dtg awl ckit b4 dyer kuar....
tgk2 aq dpt mcg berbunyik...
"Ayai,ktowg kua la japgi..cne?mak ak ckp jgn dtg..huhu"
sedeyh aq bace msg tuh!! sentap memanjang!!

tapi nak wat cane kn...dah mak dyer x bagi...
aq kene lar menangok kt bilik sesowg
nak basuh baju cam xder mood....nnti klo basoh xde mood mesti baju x bersih!
x suke tol!!......
aq rase nak tdow sahajo!!! hahahaha...

ok2...aq dah decide aq nak layan glee!!! bye2...

busan!!!! tika here i come!!!

2010-11-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

pergh!! aq egt kn dah abih awal nih....best lar....
padahal busan nak mati!! aq xtau nak wt per...
badjet nak kuar ngn membe2....
tpi....sumer de hal masing2....
sangat2 x besy!!! terasa cam orang bodoh jerk kat cnih!!!!

nsib bek ler de orang yang simpati ngn aq....
nme dyer ATIKAH.....@ span.....
hahahha.....luper lak...pakwe dyer skali!!! UNGKU......
dyowg memg baik!!! aq suke kwn ngn dyowg!!!

lepas ni aq nak gerak gi umah tika yang x jauh mane pon...
nsib bek dekat..
leh aq rempit ke rumah dyer....
hahahhaa.......aq pon xtau aq egt ke x jalan umah dyer...
INSYAALLAH.....aq egt la.....
:))

dah lar....nak gi print out report!!! nak gi anta kt lecturer!!!
kejer SEBULAN LEPAS...hahahahhaa...
i' lucky to have that lecturer....she so kind...
let me sent report late....
hehehe...luv u miiss NURUL ASYIKIN(betol ker aq eja)
hahahahaha

kay lar!!! bye!!!! tika tunggu aq tau!!!! kite gi lunch skali!!!! :))

bye~~~~~~~~

Gedak Geduk PUTRAJAYA 2

2010-11-11T05:41:00.000-08:00

hahahaha....
saje2 nak share video yang aq rakam mase ontheway balik s.alam~~~~~

tyme ni kiteorang pasang cd....
mase aq start rakam nih.....
kuar lagi YOU RAISE ME UP by saper ntah....
aq seriusly x kenall......orang2 tua kenal lar kot...
hahahahha....

lawak gak aq tkg video nih balik...xtau lak korang xcmne kan.,..
:))
selamat melayan!!!

cane???? boleh bla x???
CONFIDENT nyanyi salah kay!!! hahahaha...
mgkn korang x pasan kot!!!

btw orang2 yang wujud dalam keter....
1. of course aq (tukang rakam)
2. shazny@papa shaz (driver)
3. Is (new housemate yang bawu jer pick up)

btw nak cer cikit sal dak IS nih.....
atoyai!!!! dyer lagi mude dari aq....stdy x abih lagi trus kejer!!!
xper lar...mgkn dyer dah x minat nak stdy....
btw....aq frust cikit lar sbb supposely dlm umah dak2 nih...
aq yang mude....alik2....ade org lagi mude dri aq...
hahahha...

xkesah lar kan...yang penting pandai jage diri!!!!
IS, aq wish ko gutlark dok dlm umah tu....
aq nk ko jadi frenly....mgkn ko x bse ngn kiteorg kot...
sbb kiteorg lagi tua dri ko kan...
tpi ko kene gak wat something.....egt tuh!!!!

kay bye sumer!!! luv u all~~~

Gedak Geduk PUTRAJAYA

2010-11-09T08:36:00.000-08:00

saje2 nak share pix menggedik kat PUTRAJAYA....

sangat kewl tempat nyer!!!

pe nme ntah bagunan nih!!! tpi struktur dyer lawa giler...

dua pix yg de kt bwh nih kan......

cube perhati betol2...de bnyk giler ikan..

dan ikan dyer sangat besar cam kimak!!!!

takot giler tgk...

ikan yang gemok...

ikan yang banyak...

pix2 bawah nih ala2 gedik geduk cikit!!!!

hahahhah

perasan dulu~~~

cute x????

rappers traditional....

i'm chinese....

datin mak anum!!!! hahaha

datin rogayah!!!

saya orang cina lar!!!

kak salmah posing!!!

pose artis gitew....

model gerbang!!!! hebat

gerbang air yang lawa......

jarak jauh!!!! SDBDB

papa shaz!!! hahaha

so camne ngan pix2 kiteorang?? nice x???
hahahha...
this is our trip in putrajaya after shazni sent her cousin to LCCT...
her cousin were going back to her hometown...in SABAH....
shaz, is(shaz's fren @ new housemate) and me were here having some fun with out a plan!!!
hahahahha
:))
bye2~~~

GLee

2010-11-08T23:18:00.000-08:00

layan lar video nih!!! best giler....

ader 4 lagu dlm nih!!!

1. Faithfully

2. Anyway you want it

3. Loving touching squeezing

4. dont stop believing

lagu no 2 and 3 tu mash up!!!

best giler doe!!

matang

2010-11-07T16:30:00.000-08:00

hahahha.....de orang komen blog aq x matang...
tpi memng x matang pon!! warna warni gitew....
memang cam bebudak...nak wt cane kn..
aq kn ala2 budak2 gitew.....

xper lar...!!!! i love that guy yang komen tu...
frankly speaking ngn aq!!! tu yg aq suke....
ok!!!! since now~~~
aq akn tukar cikit blog aq nyer ruper...

nk nmpk matang sikit lar....xnak lar pelik2 kn....
warna pon bse2 jerk....xnk wt over2....
highlight bnde penting jerk!!!
hurm.....aq rase aq mampo wat blog aq ni lebyh matang!!!

n aq akn cari post2 yang menarik utk tatapan sumer!!! leh lak cmtu kan!!
hehehhe

ok byer!!!!

famous

2010-11-07T01:16:00.000-07:00

cane aq nak wat blog aq ni famous eak??
viewer yang ramai!!!!
mesti best kan jadi glamour!!!
tpi tu lar....mesti keje lagi susah..
sbb kene crik smthng yg menarik utk di post kn...
hurm....
hahahahha
lol.....

aq pon xtau nk ckp cmne..
follower baru sikit....
hurm!!

exam

2010-11-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

yeah!!! xperlu lar aq tulis panjang...
just nak luah kn perasaan yang appy biler dah abih paper...

rase cam nak lari bogel keliling uitm!!!
mampu ke?? hahahhaa
best2.......

bye sumer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

McDumper

2010-10-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

Mcd!!!!!!

tempat dimana mengeluarkan makanan yang pling sedap!!!
sedap ker?? hahahahha......!!!!
tiap kali pegi Mcd!!!! mesti ade orang....
i mean orang yang dikenali.........
busan lar.....pressure giler eak!!!!
bukn pressure sbnr nyer...mls nk menghadap dyowg...
tiap kali aq dtg..msti jmpe org yg same jerk!!! huh!!!
tetibe geram lak kan....mowtip sangat!!!

pada 31 OCT 2010.....1.00 a.m.
aq pegi ke McD and aq terjumpa Mr and Mrs KEROL....
hahahaha....org yg tau mesti akan komen!!!
hahahaha...love love love...
semngat tol Mrs KEROL stdy eak....
Mr KEROL lak sebok men game kt hp!!!!

aq lak sebok meneman Mrs UNGKU study....
study PHENOTICS yng pelik2....
tapi best gak kan...hehehehehe :))
sbb cam special giler blaja....bcuz....
kuar bunyik pelik2....sangat2 pelik kay...
hehehehe :))

tatkala ini.....Mr UNGKU sebok mendengar lagu kt hp Mrs UNGKU..
while membe dyer E-PAY bawu sampai....
bek pulak Mr UNGKU nk blnje kan....
bse lar too kan....kwn bek lar....
:))

tepat je pukul 1.30 a.m.
Mr and Mrs KEROL sudah bersiap sedia....
sedia utk beradu brsama2 di kamar...
hehehhehe :)) sweet sangat kn.... :))

dah ler....xder kejer nk tulis pnjg!!
just nk ckp kt McD ni rmi org dikenali..
thts all~~~~~ :))
bye sumer!!!!!

Menjaja

2010-10-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

MENJAJA

bukn jual body okay!!!!
just nak story sal feeling aq....
i mean...pe yg aq rase sebelum ketika selepas menjaja...
memang perit suka dan sedyh!!!
mowtip sangat kan....hehehehhe :)) tpi aq tetap tabah kay...

okay dah stop....nak start citer nih....

1st. sebelum menjaja

macam bse lar...wat preparation yang lengkap...!!!!
baik dari rumah sampai ke tmpt menjaja....!!!!!
sangat penting utk makesure brg2 yang nk digunakan sumer ada depan mata...!!!!
so kene lar wat list kan....(macam budak3)!!!!

biler dah sampai kat tmpt menjaja....
cam bse lar....setting brg2 bagi cantik...
bersihkn per yg patot.....susun sana..
susun sini....n banyk lagi lar....
aq yg jenis kuat peluh ni memg xleh tol...
kejap2 peluh2....kalo sikit xper...ni abih bsh baju...
kekdg pressure gak,..tpi nk wt cane kan....
hehehehe....:))

yang paling aq x suke utk wt preparation di tmpt menjaja adalah:
1. brg x de (penting wt list)
2. elektrik x der (terbakar or short)
3. len2.....(xder idea)

no 2 tu tgh berlaku ketika aq tulis post nih...
sangat pressure.....tpi best gak kan...
org len tgh sebok2 setting....aq lak tulis blog...
tetibe aq rase bgge keyh!!! :))
tpi yg obvious nyer tekanan lar....
ye r...dtg jauh2...bdjet besar...sewa mahal...
biler dtg....elektrik x der lar...ape lah...
wayar short lar...haper lar...

pada hari ini.....abg ipar aq telah mengalami kerugian yg melampau...
seriusly...memg waste lar....dtg jauh2...
bayar duit tol....beli ice....dengan aq tdow 2 jam dri smlm..
pergh!!! memg ngantok giler babi lar...
tpi nk wt cane kn....dah betolkn kali kot wayar tu...
tpi still short...abg ipar aq ckp "lepas ni short lagi...kemas brg!!"
aq rase cm...ala.....sedeyh nyer!!!! kite dah best2 nk tlg..
jadik macam nih...no luck at all.....cian abg ipar aq....
so kiteorang pon balik umah....(tyme ni aq dlm keta)
ok dah habis.....hehehe

sabar....lom lagik!!!!

2. semasa menjaja!!!

tyme ni kekdg best kekdg x best....
ye lar......memng....ntah lar..aq pon x tau nk ckp cmne...
bnde yg slalo berlaku wktu tgh menjaja:
1. brg menjaja x cukup (luper beli extra)
2. wayar short tetiba
3. xder dwet pecah/kecik
4. brlaku sesuatu x diingini....
5. len2....hahahhaha'
tpi klo nk tau lar....the best moment tyme menjaja nih kn...
biler costumer rmi giler and kite bgi lyn terbaik....
memng best giler....sgt fun....even penat...
nk wt cmne kn.....takdir penjual...
hehehhe.....memng best lar sbnr nyer niaga nih...
korg cuber lar menjaja ea....!!!!!!!!!!

3. selepas menjaja!!!

saat ni memg best dn malas.....
firstly....konpem lar leh rehat.....
n then x yh nk buat per2.....
2ndly..yg buat mls nyer...hahahahha...
pepaham je lar kn...nk kene kemas smer bnde alah nih....
tpi x per lar kan...dh nasib penjaja....
tu ok lar gak...ni nak lak angkut sumer bnde msok dlm keta blik...
pastu biler dh smpi umah nk kene angkut lagik msok umh....

n then nak kene basuh lagi skalik....
utk mkesure hygenic nyer.....(akk aq cerewet cikit)
hehehehe..sempat lak aq kutuk org!!!!

tu je lar yg aq nk story kan.......
seriusly wa ckp lu beb!!!!
sangat2 best menjaja tpi tgk keadaan lar....
klo org rmi n pe yg kite jual tu market....
memg masyuk lar.....huhuhuhuhuh'

luper lak nk inform.....abg ipar aq jual ice blended and waffle....
kombinasi makanan n minuman yg terbaik!!!
ko bygkn lar....ko mkn waffle smbil minum ice blended!!!
pergh!!! sangat sedap saat tuh!!!!! rase cam melambung2 ke udara!!!!!
hahahahah....propaganda tol aq nih kan....mature katenyer!!!
mature ker??? childhood sangat kay!!! hahahahha.,..
what ever lar kan!!!!

btw nk story pe yg jadik tdi....
kecian abg ipar aq doe....(ulang statement ats 2kali/repeatation)
seriusly aq kecian kat dyer.....n kak miza.....
hurm.....jemod pon celaka gak!!! bongok!!! dah mintak dwet kt kak miza tpi x dtg umah dyer..
biler called ckp dh de kt mlake....
berak r!!!! memg menipu giler ea....aq x caye dyer kt mlake...
memg annoying giler ea....tolong r jemod!!!
sangat menyakit kan ati lar....seriusly!!!! klo aq jadik kak miza pon memg aq mrh kt ko giler babi!!
kak miza actually xlh mntk tkg ngn aq...sbb aq tgh exam..
ko tu yg xde kejer.....wt hal lak kan...
bongok!!!!

dah lar..tetibe aq rase panas lak...lagi aq tulis lagi panas ati aq...
kay lar!!! bye sumer!!!!!!!!

Story bout hujan....

2010-10-29T16:54:00.000-07:00

Hujan???? ape itu hujan??? hahahaha....hujan adalah keadaan dimana turun nyer air dari awan yang telah terkondens jadik air....
apedah aq merepek nih.....ape yang best sangat ujan???
siap de band letak name ujan...contoh nyer HUJAN....
hahahaha.....certain orang ckp ujan ni bawa RAHMAT...
ntah lar....kind of believing on purpose....aq pon x tau nk caye ke x....
tapi nak wat cmne kan...almost 105% org kat MALAYSIA ni agree dengan benda nih...

pe yang aq nak citer kat cini adalah...ujan!!!!
i hate when the rain comes down.....its like we are ruining our life with too much problem without we noticed bout that...
urgh!!! can any1 tell me why the rain is attacking us???
oh my god!!! i'm sorry god!!! i didnt meant it......i did it on purpose...
hehehehehe.....btw just nk story...

aq sangat2 x suke ujan nih..especially tyme aq bawak moto...
yelar....1stly yang aq rase.....angin sangat kuat...
motor aq sangat lemah n ringan macam tisu.....oh god!!!!
xtau lar naper kan.....tetibe jerk ujan lebat!!!! atoyai....
aq sangat risau klo perjalann aq melibat kn somthing yang electrify....
contoh nyer lappy!!! everytyme aq pegi s.alam ngn lappy...
mesti ujan!!! of course aq bawak moto......

sangat pressure tau!!!!! semalam.....benda yang sme berlaku...
aq anta membe aq pegi umah kwn dyer....aq anta dyer kt kl sentral...
along our way...xde rase cm nak ujan or something tht telling us "its gonna rain"
sangat kering dan bersih mase tu...but once kiteorng smpi je kat kl sentral..
pergh!!! angin kuat giler nak mati eak!!!!
aq punyer risau la......especially aq bwk lappy(baru amik dari akk)

aq pon dengan pantas pegi benti kat PETRONAS BRICKFIELD....
sangat membantu!!!! aq beli air milo(nak cergas) n 2 helai plastic(xtau tol x)...
n then dtg 1 idea....mgkn aq ptot beli raincoat yg betol2 raincoat...
aq tgk dwet aq x cukup..so aq kuar kn dwet kt atm yg disediakan....
kuar kan RM20.....so aq beli raincoat yg berharga RM10.60....
aq kuar kedai tuh...aq terus balut lappy.....n pakai raincoat....

btw aq nk tunjuk demonstrasi membungkus lappy macam pocong....
here we go!!!!!

1. sedia kan barang2 yang diperlukan....(brg2 electrik, 2-3 plastik)

2. masok kan lappy dlm beg plastik pertama.....

3. ikat ketat2 okay... :)

4. masok kan bungkusan lappy kedlm beg plastik lagi 1......

5. ikat ketat2 gak.... :) dan siap!!!!!!

for ur information!!!! ujan yang lebat pon x kan mampo membasahkan lappy anda!!! yeah!!!!
hahahhaa....i like sangat2.......i just xnak kene cam dulu...ujan lebat!!!! basah lappy....
pastu x leh nak bukk lappy....rosak giler!!!!! terus kene format!!! everything yg penting dlm lappy sumer hilang!!!!
SENTAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this tyme...not going to happen anymore....

kay lar....dah ngantok!! rase nak tdow lar....nyte tau!!!!!

Borink!!!!!!

2010-10-28T12:14:00.001-07:00

aq busan dengan idop aq.....

aq rase cam aq menghancur kan idop aq sendiri....

korang pasan x??

hahahaha mesti x pasan kan,....

aq selalu enjoy....x study...

study gak lar...

aq rase cam aq ni dlm proses memusnah kn diri jerk...

some times i'm being so selfish.....

ntah lar......

adakah salah utk jadik SELFISH????

mak aq de cakap....

"kekadang ko kene jadi selfish"

hahaha...aq pon xtau lar nak habaq mai cmne...

pressure aq!!!! aq acik salah kan orang...

tapi aq pon bnyk buat slh ngn org yang aq mrh tuh....

geram nyer!!!!!

pe nak jadi ngn diri aq nih!!!!

aq sangat blur lar!!!!

siapa diri aq sebenar!!!

kenapa aq sangat2 "macamni"

aq penat pretend sebagai seorang yang bukn diri aq...

aq nak jadi diri aq sebenar...

tapi.....ntah lar!!!!!!

dah lar...aq x de idea nak ckp......bye!!!!

hey~~~

2010-10-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

hahaha......
dah lame tol aq x update blog nih..
bse r..
bz dengan kejer yang x berpaedah kan...
hahahha...

ntah lar...actullay aq dah cam busan cikit nak tulis blog..
mungkin out of idea kot...
sort of xtau nak order aper utk makan....
(de kaitan ker?) ntah lar....

hahahhaa,.....
btw x sgke lak membe aq bising biler aq dah x update blog...
ala....blog aq bukn best sangat pon...
maybe de topic2 yang menarik kot...
aq pon still learning in making blog...
bse lar tu kan....

di sebabkn de org request aq utk update blog...so aq update la!!
hahahha mowtip tol ayat aq....

nak lar citer cikit....
cite ni about kenalan kat ym...

for the first tyme....aq mntk ym dyer...
n then kiteorang pon start lar chatting each other..
n the continue with webcam....
ok lar layan lar....

smpai satu mse tu aq horny giler...
n then aq pon buat lae xxxcam....
dyer lak nk tgk aq nyer xxxcam....
disebbkn horny...
xpikir org lar....
aq pon approve jer request dyer....
okay...story ni dh abih...

next chat lak....
dyer nk webcam sme2...
aq pon layan lar...
i thoght that that person are going to xxxcam with me...
unfortunatly...
that person say tht....i kat tmpt stdy lar....
ramai orng..xleh nk bukk...
u lar bukk....
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
aq panas ati tol...
ko jgn nak buat hal okay....
b4 dis aq yang bukk...
y not thi tyme ko yg bukk..
ko egt aq ni ape...
sextool ker???
wht the fairy lar ko nih!!!
cermin diri lar....

kalau cantik x per....
ni hodoh macam tar jln rayer...
aq rase tar jalan rayer lagi lawa..
btw muke ko tu cam senduk tau x???
heeshh!!! geram sial...
aq memg panas ati tol....

pada saat itu...hahahaha
aq pon mule kn pergadohan...
memg gadoh tol....(dlm chatting)
dyer sangat ignorant kay...
dengan BI terabur...
harap stdy tnggi..
tpi english bersepah....(aq better dari dia)

sangat annoying lar...
pastu aq pon ckp for the last word from me....
"pull out ur dick out my fren list kay u biarch!!!!"
hahahaha....
x sgke aq cakap benda camnih....
ni sumer pengaruh GLEE club...

best giler moment tuh..
aq rase cam happy giler....
harap korang paha pe yg aq rase...
its not easy to say something tht we didnt....
hahahaha....

what the freak right??
dh lar..penat lak nak menaip...
btw aq suke tgk GLEE....
best giler kot.....they sing they dance they kissing....
n more!!!
i love it so much!!!
hehehehe...

kay lar.....malas nk tulis panjang2....t borink lak korang nk bace....
bye2~~~~~

i love it som much bout this song!!!
ni lirik dyer....

Me Against The Music"
(feat. Madonna)

All my people in the crowd
Grab a partner take it down!
[B:] It's me against the music[M:] Uh uh[B:] It's just me[M:] And me[B:] Yeah[M:] C'mon[M:] Hey Britney?[B:] Are you ready?[M:] Uh uh, are you?
[B&M:] No one cares[B:] It's whippin'my hair, it's pullin' my waist[B&M:] To hell with stares[B:] The sweat is drippin' all over my face[B&M:] No one's there[B:] I'm the only one dancin' up in this place[B&M:] Tonight I'm here[B:] Feel the beat of the drum, gotta keep it that bass
[B:] I'm up against the speaker, tryin' to take on the music[B:] It's like a competition, me against the beat[B:] I wanna get in the zone, I wanna get in the zone[B:] If you really wanna battle, saddle up and get your rhythm[B:] Tryin' to hit it chic-a-tah[B:] In a minute I'm a take a you on, I'm a take a you on
Hey, hey, hey
[CHORUS]
[B&M:] All my people on the floor[B:] Let me see you dance[M:] Let me see ya[B&M:] All my people wantin' more[B:] Let me see you dance[M:] I wanna see ya[B&M:] All my people round and round[B:] Let me see you dance[M:] Let me see ya[B&M:] All my people in the crowd[B:] Let me see you dance[M:] I wanna see ya[B&M:] So how would you like a friendly competition[B&M:] Let's take on the song[B&M:] It's you and me baby, we're the music[B&M:] Time to party all night long
[B&M:] We're almost there[B:] I'm feelin' it bad and I can't explain[B&M:] My soul is bare[B:] My hips are movin' at a rapid pace[B&M:] Baby feel it burn[B:] From the tip of my toes, runnin' through my veins[B&M:] And now it's your turn[B:] Let me see what you got, don't hesitate
[B:] I'm up against the speaker, tryin' to take on the music[B:] It's like a competition, me against the beat[B:] I wanna get in the zone, I wanna get in the zone[B:] If you really wanna battle, saddle up and get your rhythm[B:] Tryin' to hit it chic-a-tah[B:] In a minute I'm a take a you on, I'm a take a you on
Hey, hey, hey
[CHORUS - as before]
[B&M:] Get on the floor, baby lose control[B&M:] Just work your body and let it go[B&M:] If you wanna party, just grab somebody[M:] Hey Britney[B&M:] We can dance all night long
[M:] Hey Britney, you say you wanna lose control[M:] Come over here I got somethin' to show ya[M:] Sexy lady, I'd rather see you bare your soul[M:] If you think you're so hot, better show me what you got[M:] All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance[M:] C'mon Britney lose control, watch you take it down
[B&M:] Get on the floor, baby lose control[B&M:] Just work your body and let it go[B&M:] If you wanna party, just grab somebody[M:] Hey Britney[B&M:] We can dance all night long
[CHORUS - as before]
[M:] All my people in the crowd, let me see you dance[M:] C'mon Britney take it down, make the music dance[M:] All my people round and round, party all night long[M:] C'mon Britney lose control, watch you take it down

1st ghayer....................

2010-09-10T09:58:00.000-07:00

ghayer??? sorry eak...aq bse gune ghayer...klo rayer cm x best sbb sme ngn org len...

klo ghayer len sikit.....

hahahaha.....1st ghayer...

huk2....agak tekanan lar....

still happy but kureng cikit dari taun lepas....

citer pon bermula kol 7 pgi.....

tengah sedap2 tdow tetibe dengar jeritan merdu.....

"BANGUN!!!!!! Suboh2....dah pagi ghayer dah nih!!!! cepat lar!!!!!"

aq pon mengeliat seribu daya...

Ya Allah!!! ngantok nyer aq~~~

pening pale aq tyme tuh!!!!

bangun jelar kan...dah orang tue tu terpekik terlolong~~~~~

cian pulak kan!!! hahahaha....

aq pon gi solat pastu mandi!!pergh segar pale aq!!! hahahaha...

aq tgk mknn.....cam nk mkn...tpi pose!!!

leh lak luper...BODOH tol aq!!!!!

ARI NI DAH GHAYER~~~

hahahahhaa.....

aq pon menjerit kejut kan adik bradik aq yg len!!!!

aq pon bersiap2 tlg mak aq..

kemas sane kemas sini...

umah aq x abih kemas lagik lar!!!

hahaha....

dengan tenang aq pon buat kerja mengemas!!!

dok sedap2 agkt brg....dtg lak ank buah aq yg serabot!!!

atoyai!! pening paler aq....

pagi2 dh wat hal!!

up sane up sini....jerit sane jerit sini....

hati aq pon x tenang.....

dah abih kemas aq pon bersiap dengan baju baru last minute aq beli.....

hahahha....

baju jerk!! aq x beli 1 set pon....

mls lar nk pki 1 set....sush lar.....

bukn pki slalo pon klo 1 set...

hahahahha~~~~~~

biler sume dh bgun..kiteorang pon bersiap g solat sunat AIDILFITRI.....

aq nek keta ngn mak and abg aq!!!!

habis solat....kiteorang gi melawat kubur arwah ayah aq~!!!!!

aq bace yasin utk arwah baba....

same goes to my mom and my bro...

my mom nangis....yelar!!! org yg ling dyer sayang meninggal kan dyer,...

even mak sedeyh mak tetap pasrah dengan ketentuan Ilahi....

hurm..... :(

lepas tu balik aq terus melantak ketupat!!!

mak masak rendang ayam and itik masak cili api!!!

sedap sangat,....xde pix lar!!! sowie lar~~~

hehehehe.....

memng sedap lar wa cakap lu!!!! terbaik giler~~~~

lepas makan kiteorang bersiap nak pegi umah atok kat BUKIT CHINA....

jauh tu kot...nak kene nek flight!!!!

flight buret r~~~hahahahhaa....

kiteorang pon pegi lar BUKIT CHINA.....

pegi lar jumpe sedare mare....

x ramai pon sbb dtg lmbt....

ramai yg dah balik!!!!

hahahaha....

so tinggal la sisa yg ade jerk...

hehehehehe....

after that.....kiteorang pon pegi umah TOK BUSU kat bndr hilir kot...

ntah lar...hahahah!!!

aq pon blur gak ngn tempat tuh~~~huhu

pegi lar sane!!!! jumpe sedare yg len2.....

pening pale aq.....kemain bising lagik!!!!

hahahahahha......

dah penat melayan~~~aq n abg2 aq gi ler solat jumaat!!!

pastu balik umah!!! penat kot....aq ngntok giler~~~

siap tdow dlm keta lagi tuh...

hahahhaa....

ngantok tahap gaban lar kate nyer!!!

huhuhuhuhuh......

layan punyer layan tdow dah sampai umah!!!!

pe lagik!! dpt katil terus lelap lar!!! hahahaha....

punyer le layan tdow~~

tetibe mak aq kejot...

mintk tlg aq lyn org dtg~~~

aq pon terpakse bgun lar.....

btw klo x silap aq yg dtg tu cousin aq gak...

ahhahahaha......

dah penat melayan aq pon terus melelap kn mate aq!!!!

dengan tenang aq tdow~~~

hahahhaa....

ari ni aq bnyk tdow lar~~~~~

cm bse lar.....aq bgun blik biler de org kejot aq...

klo x aq x bgun der...

hahaha....

mls aq doe!!! hahahaha....

lyn punyer lyn tau2 dh mlm....

mlm pon de org dtg gak...

tpi keadaan terkawal lar...

hahahha....

penat lak aq menaip...

ari ni aq x enjoy pon!!!! i mean aq x g berhibur...

dengan dwet ghayer x dpt....

ADOR AQ KESAH......

hahahhaa....

xder mkne nyer!!!!

x kesah dpt ke x dwet ghayer...

owg nk bgi aq amik org xnk bgi aq x mntk,..

hahahha..

yg penting org tu ikhlas...

tol x???

just nk bgitau lar......

rayer kali ni kureng happening lar!!! seriusly lar~~~

aq pon x tau naper...

hehehhee!!!!!!!

and last!!!!

CAMAT ARI GHAYER!!!!!!~~~!!!!!!

hahaha..pe nak tulis?

2010-09-06T16:50:00.000-07:00

hahaha...hello2......

aq xtau nak tulis per.....

ntah ler...biler dah slalo update blog nih....

sampai 1 mase mesti aq dh x der idea.....

idealess......!!!!!! ntah ler...

korang de idea x???

bgi lar aq idea nk post per...

kekdg busan lak nk update....

membe2 dh dok bising.....

naper x update blog lar...haper lar...

ntah ler....tiap kali nk tulis jerk..

rase cm busan n malas...

padahal bnyk benda nk cer nih~~~

ntah ler koranG!!

HAHAHAHA...

tgk...tetibe aq gelak..

mowtip tol!!!!!

nak rayer nih~~~

rase cam kureng jerk!!!

nak kate aq dajjal sgt tyme rayer nih~~

xder lar sgt~~

huhuh!!!!

ntah ler!!!

aq pon blur skunk ni!!!!

dh lar...mls nk tulis!!!

bubye~~~

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK!!!!!!

2010-08-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

ayai xtau kenape!!!! sampai sekrang ayai xtau kenapa???

ape salah ayai sampai awk buat aq camnih..

ayai just bagitau awk actuall feeling ayai...

but never once u trust it...

u still thought it i was playing around u....

what the fuck!!!!!

i'm not too stupid to tell any1 tht i luv tht person!!!

come on lar~~~~i do trust u n y dont u???

once awak sunyi...awak carik ayai.....

once awak sedeyh....awak carik ayai....

once awak de dlm poblem...awak carik ayai.....

once awak happy.....awak senyap.....

tpi ayai tetap sabar...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

ayai x mintak ape2 dari awak....

i just wanna see ur appreciation of wht i've did to you...

i now this is wrong but please......

ayai buat nih sumer.....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

ayai bukn nak jadi ego.....

aayi xnak dianggap macam orang hegeh.....

ayai ego sebab awak....

ayai nk awak tau yg ayai syg awak...

ayai nk awak layan ayai sorg~~~

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

tiap2 malam ayai tengok pict awak ....

mesti ayai nangis tiap kali ayai tengok ....

n ayai selalo berharap....

awak tengok gak pict ayai.......

tpi klo awak tengok mesti awak wat dek je kan...

sebab awak x penah terpikir kat ayai....

awak tau x kenape ayai nangis??

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

biler aq jadi camnih...membe2 ayai ajak ayai jalan...

even diowg nmpk ayai happy....

dyowg x tau pe yg ayai rse....

ayai xnk tunjuk sbb ayai x nk dyowg concern sal ayai...

dyowg slalo tnye "ayai,,ko ok x??"

ayai jawab "ehh...ok je lar...xde paper pon...dont worry lar..."

dyowg caye x caye jer...

tpi ayai wat donnoe...

the truth is....ayai nangis!!!

ayai rndu kat awak!!! ayai teringin kuar jalan2 ngn awak!!!

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

biler ayai ajk dulu...awak ckp awak sgt bz....

biler ayai tnye awl2...nk ajak kuar weekend nnti...

awak ckp awak x dpt...

alsn awak penat lar.....xde dwet la.....

nk balik kampung lar...nak kuar ngn kawan2....

bile ayai ckp "de lak dwet nk kuar jln2...ngn ayai x nk"

awak jwb dengan senang "dyowg yg support..sbb tu ok jer"

ayai pon caye....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK!!!

tiap kali klo kite mcg,....

mesti awak balas sepatah......

n then sepatah.....

sepatah lagik......

tpi ayai x kesah...mungkin tu care awak....

and konpem

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.......

egt lagi bile awak ckp.....

"nak pelok teddy bear comel sya nih"

ayai rase sangat happy....

n then bile balik......

ayai mcg awak....ayai ckp "ayai ni teddy bear awk ea??"

awak bls "teddy bear?? pe nih"

bercucuran air mata ayai....ayai sangat sedeyh tyme tuh....

awak x egt lgsg pe yg awak ckp....

mgkn awak malu.....ayai x kesah....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

mase dulu2 kite kenal.....sebelum ayai suke kat awak...

awak selalo sangat mcg ayai....

ayai bls lmbt jerk awk call...

biler ayai ckp ayai g toilet...

awak x caye......tpi ayai tetap ckp camtuh....

tpi sekarang.....biler ayai dah suke kat awak....

awak jadi sangat lain.....

awak dh kurang mcg....

ayai xleh nak ckp pe2..

mgkn sbb ayai sendiri.....

tpi ayai xkesah pon...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK!!!!!

tiap kali bgun pagi......

ayai mesti mcg awak..."MORNINK~~~ :)"

n then tggu awak balas...

kekadang sampai tengahari awk x balas...

tpi ayai tetap tunggu....

ayai just pikir...awak xde kedit....

or awak tgh buat kejer....

ayai yakin awak macam tuh...awak x tpow saya n saya caya awak....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

tiap kali time lunch...

ayai mcg awk...ajak mkn same...

awak jwb awak makan ngn membe,,,,

ayai pon ckp ok.....

tu pon klo awak balas.....

klo x....awak senyap jerk...

ayai x kesah.....n ayai harap awak makan dengan kenyang...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

bila ayai slalo mcg......

makin awak senyap.....

mungkin awak annoy dengan org yg slalo mcg...

or mungkin ayai ganggu awak buat kejer...

or mungkin awak x suke men mcg....

ayai x kesah sangat....ayai tau awak x tpo ayai...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

ayai x kesah awak nak cakap pe sal ayai....

ayai x kesah pe orang nk cakap pasal ayai...

yang ayai tau ayai tulis post ni...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

ayai x nak kehilangan awak....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

kekadang ati ayai terluka sebab awak...

tpi ayai usaha elok kn sendri...

letak ubat sendiri even pedih.....

darah banyk pon tetap ayai tahan sendiri...

sebab ayai x nak susah kan awak...

ayai just nak tau....ayai x nak susah kan awak...

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK.....

ayai sayang sangat2 kat awak,,,,,

ayai sentiasa takot awak akan hilang!!!!

ayai rindu kat awak!!!!!

n lagu ni khas utk awk....

BROKEN BY LEONA LEWIS

Mmmmm...Hmmm.Mhmhmmm
If You can take away all my love,what do i need you for?
You can take away all these words,there's no meaning anymore.
You can take away everything leave me lying on the floor,all those sorrys,we can't go back to the start.
You can't fix me,i'm torn apart.

I wanna run away from love,this time i have had enough.
Everytime i feel your touch,i'm broken.
Shattered all the pieces of parts.
Never thought i'd fall so hard.
I'm putting back together my heart,it's broken.

You can take these photographs and watch them fade away.
You can through away all these letters,i don't care about what they say.
All those sorrys,there's a million reasons why you can't mend me,don't even try.

I know it's gonna take some time,to finally realize.
I got nothing left inside,nothing to hide,im broken,broken,broken

hurm.....

mungkin awak x paham pe lyric ni cakap...

tpi ayai nk ckp yg lagu ni khas utk awak.....

SEBAB AYAI SAYANGKAN AWAK....

btw once awak bace post ni....

ayai harap sangat awak balas.....

"saya baca blog ayai

SEBAB SAYA SAYANGKAN AYAI..."